Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag

1st letter
Dear Sabine thank you for the conversation on the phone. After 8 years of redeeming work and transformation I'm now at the point where the old has been let go and the light-body is activated. I have very intensely experienced and gone through this in the stillness, alone, as a hermit, as my processes has been so intense that I couldn't participate in life for two years I couldn't even go outside. Indications came from initiates or of my own source. Through my spirit guides I had my initiations, on out of body travels I was informed about it. The month December was the month of light for me.

Unfortunately my body is still weakened and over a longer period I have this physical symptom of sunken blood sugar and an unnatural hunger-feeling which is interfering very much with my everyday life. I thought that this would dissolve in the month of December and the hunger-feeling would be normal again and also the blood sugar which relates to the pancreas would be "functioning normal" again.

Could you please give me some information when this annoying symptom of hunger and blood sugar level will dissolve? I know that asking for times is not desired, but after 8 years I'm at a point where I simply would like to take part in life, all this is limiting me very much in my work, so that you can understand this.

I have forgotten to mention, that I have extreme abdominal pain during menstruation and heavy bleeding. Loving regards Iris.

1st answer from Tobias

To be completely awoken and ascended means to live in a physical body which has a perfect balance between fire and water. With you we see a lot of fire and little water. Completely awoken people show little action but lot of calmness and composure. In your field is all action, even each break has to be a subject of a target and action.

A quite masculine idea of femininity lets her no opportunity to unfold. You call yourself on your website: "Incarnated aspect of the feminine power of god, mystic, insider in the fields of humanities, reformer, human and friend." In this lies infinite power and warmth. We see the power, but where is the warmth that you poke for yourself for the imperfection of your humanity, of femininity - and the humanity of others?

Now we come to the clues which the greatest of all masters gives you - your body:

Blood is a spirit-feminine being in your bodies, which guaranties the holy trinity in the physical organism: 1. free flowing of divine spirit in the human body (the blood system). 2. Unconditional giving of light and life (arteries) 3. The unconditional acceptance of the dark of the world and of death (vein). In addition to this comes the complete transformation of the dark on the way to the lungs (lung arteries and bronchial tubes) and the renewing of life on a higher level on the way to the heart (lung veins, left heart chamber). In these 5 steps which you do with each free breathing are you walking through the veil of aggression and of joy, which are blowing between your spiritual and physical worlds - and crystallizes your blood from breath to breath.

Blood-sugar means the sweetness of life which your spirit is feeling in his physical form - or misses. This sweetness is also a feminine aspect where we can summarize love, joy, security, tenderness, sympathy and compassion.

The sinking of your blood-sugar follows the sinking of these spiritual powers in your body. Your body cannot hold what your consciousness doesn't accept. This is a fight between your masculine demanding consciousness and your feminine overtaxed body already for a longer time.

And of course this "not natural" hunger feeling in this context means nothing else than the call, yes the cry out for love - and this again is very natural. In the pancreas sits the switch of death, in the heart of life, as you probably know out of our lectures 2007. In this organ the decision of the question of self-love and of self-hatred is made, how deep or high these two may be hidden.

What you see as your task - "to anchor new the feminine power of god on earth for the golden new age, to enlighten the flame in the middle of the heart through the Holy Spirit." - is nothing that can grow according to a plan, strategy and conversion, but more like a lotus flower rises out of deep morass: full of innocence, purity, humility and power. This power is feminine and deeply passive. It is Christ-power which effects without acting - and acts without interfering.

Extreme strong pain in the abdomen during menstruation show an extreme masculine-intellectual demand to feminine development in the swamp or in the source of own sub consciousness. You are loosing more blood than the natural flowing growth is asking from you. And these are not even your primeval swamps which you have taken into your abdomen, but the ones of your forebears, of parents, grand parents and of all generations before. Kneel down in front of their dark and pain and redeem it in yourself. Compassion and thankfulness are the magic powers which will bring you along. Simply when you decide, it will happen.

Return to your self; take up the inner child and the young woman who could not keep up with you on your way to the light. Couldn't they march along that quick as you (your masculine self) but they are the ones who carry the seed of your divinity on earth with them.

We bow before your merged divinity on earth.

I AM Tobias

2nd letter
(This came just few minutes after sending the answer.)
Many thousand thanks for your answer. I'm sorry but I don't really know how to change this. For 8 years I'm in this state and have no intentions to go on, because I haven't a life anymore.

I'm astonished that Tobias is saying that there is no warmth, but exactly that is showing on my website, as I often am being told.

"To be completely awoken and ascended means to live in a physical body which has a perfect balance between fire and water. With you we see a lot of fire and little water. Completely awoken people show little action but lot of calmness and composure. In your field is all action, even each break has to be a subject of a target and action."

Since 8 years I'm living the feminine Part, no activity, no action, none. The message I'm writing of myself, I have from Celia Fenn as Archangel Michael, in October we went through the door of awakening.

I'm only interested in what I can do, because I'm so worn out that I cannot even go to the dentist. I now know much more about me, but not what I can do to change something. Nevertheless I'm thankful for that what you have written to me. A loving hug from Iris.

2nd answer from Sabine

Dear Iris, the core statement is this: everything you have inside of you, are you giving outside before it has ripened in you. Warmth, love, compassion and nourishing femininity.

You could give limitless more, when your column of life would be strong and balanced, because then she could give in the flowing life-stream the energies and powers without consuming you. In other words: They don't let you into the world jet because otherwise it would cost your life.

You have reacted to the answer of Tobias as quick as a good (masculine) manager would react: He immediately wants to know what, how and why it has to be done - without taking a deep breath, without sleeping a night over it, without giving the divine spirit the slightest opportunity to give his power-flows into it and with this to answer the questions by itself. This has fully confirmed the answers of Tobias.

It can be that you have lived your feminine part for 8 years - and it can be that these 8 years need some more weeks or moths to be completed. Let yourself (some more) time. Love and care for your body, use our meditations, if you like them - and maybe you come to one of our workshops. They are magical, especially with cosmic light-rockets as you.

If you are that much worn out, then you can do no more that being with you. Seems to be difficult to take that in?! And if you really know a lot about you, than you know also that you don't have to do and don't have to change. Let me "work" a little bit with you in the coming nights, to take off some crystal-clear but hard as nails crusts of your femininity. May I? And something else drear Iris, you are not at all dependent of any assurance of your personality and effect on the outside. All love to you, Sabine.

3rd letter
(next day)
Dear Sabine, many thanks for your answer, you are so right, I am crying over your mails, because I have seldom met someone who sees this as clear as you, at the beginning I knew a woman who accompanied me, I miss her so much, I fully trusted her. Thank you.

Yes, the tiny manager … Hm, since I was a baby I have been like that, because there was no one there. Mother went, at my birth she was 16 and I had to manage everything and this is still deep within. I mean I always have to do something to earn money.

I'm relieved, that I don't have to do something, only in my head is buzzing, I would love to switch it off. I would like to let my blood examined to see if I'm healthy, but I cannot make it to the doctors and this nerves me so much, but I have to trust, I've already went through death for 7 months, it cannot get worse.

Dear Sabine, of course you can work with me, I trust you and it is hard for me to trust. But your work is just ingenious. I would love to do the meditations; I'll see that Franziska can give some to me, because I don't know which ones, she has been on your seminar and she is enthusiastic about it - but it will take some time until I manage to get there. Earning money is also missing, the last 8 years my friend is earning the money and this is hard to take in as a manager, grin, but this surely has its meaning. I will lovingly transfer you something; I'm glad that you want to help me and love to accept it, feels so well. Thank to Tobias and to you.

P.S. In the next days have I to do something, when you are working with me und help to dissolve those crusts or does this happen in the quiet? Loving regards from Hamburg, Iris.

Oh, have forgotten to tell that I dreamt of a black snake, she is standing for the unlighted physical powers (manager) and at the same time for healing, which is reassuring. Love Iris

3rd answer

Dear Iris, this dream shows that you don't have to do anything so that I can "work" with you. It is already happening. The black snake is by no means the symbol of unredeemed physical powers but she is the Urea-snake, a female black cobra which surrounds the disc of the sun of the Egyptian gods and was carried as a headdress (radiation of power, wisdom and justice) by the Pharaohs. She is standing for planetary feminine power that has closed in the highest cosmic-masculine element, the sun and is therefore reining it - in a positive, assembling, merging way.

This shows, that in this one night, in this one breath and internalizing the spiritual dominations have shifted to a great extent: Up to now your tiny manager has ruled over your feminine power, so starts the feminine mystic to ascend now - from the bottom (sub consciousness, abdomen) through the spine, where she becomes a white cobra which is merging your physical with the spiritual consciousness up to the head where she will show as a surrounded sun disc in the end - if you are one of those.

Since last night you are at healing the wound of Isis and climbing to your goddess-throne again - and this is a delighting situation, doesn't it? Take your time for this process and be serious about it. It is the ultimate and most elevating in your life, because it is elevating you out of the downs of fear, pressure and meaninglessness. For some time I will stay on the inner plains at your side and look after you, okay? Hearty regards to you, Sabine.

(id-31.8.08)

Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag

1st letter
(wasn't answered)
Dear Sabine and ALL you loved ones on the other side of the veil, since Christmas I have full of joy and enthusiasm read your material about Kristallmensch. Many thanks for those wonderful reports!

I am Shaumbra and I would love to have answered 2 questions about the terminology of CC:
1. Firewall: in which space-/time-dance of the New Story of Creation can this be assigned to? In my opinion at the beginning of the Dust age???
2. Wound of Isis: Which space-/time sequence? Has this to do with the separation of solar and lunar femininity?

I feel a great connection to the wound of Isis, as I had through many lives experienced injuries of my femininity as victim and as perpetrator and this is still vibrating in my cells (65 years old). Can you say something more about this?

I thank you, also for your courage for going through all these processes. This clarity is showing wonderful in your messages. In thankfulness

2nd letter
Dear Sabine and you love ones behind the veil, on jan.18. I have written and asked for answering of two questions. The first question concerning the firewall is now answered through reading again the New Story of Creation (page 8: after coming into being of ONE WILL - the spiritual original fire of life.)

The question after the wound of Isis had become a new facet though the wound of Osiris. What has it to do with this? I have been bothering with this for years. I feel/see energies of accusations which I cannot put into place, and something in me is revolting against it.

I am very thankful to Tobias if he could tell me something about this, so that the veil can be resolved for me. Inga

Answer
Dear Inga, the wound of Osiris is that he as an eternally descending being made himself dependent from the healing of Isis and only with this he can ascend. Not his fertility and his life are giving him eternal life but her fertility and her breath of life.

The wound of Isis as an eternal ascending being is that she only can give her life's breath when the deepest point of descending is reached, where the masculine being is not in the position to give her the space which she needs to act ascending - the space of deepest security through love, esteem and truthfulness.

The wounds of both lies in binding them to each other, wanting to help but at the end of times not being able to do so, because they have lost their totality. First of all each one has to help themselves.

It might sound paradox that to be able to accept the help of the other, when no help is needed anymore, when the person concerned has already helped him.

This seems to be a tricky situation, but it is easy. If you again need a space/time-segment for this then we can lead you through our New Story of Creation to the exact same position where you found the firewall. This firewall, the will of the ONE is that dance-aura where the TWO came into being at the beginning of the first Crystal age.

Now you all are standing at the beginning of the second crystal age in front of the firewall again and you got to walk through it.

Yes of course have these wounds also to do with the 3 steps of feminine and masculine subjugation. But these are only stations on the way from IT to ALL. It is important for you all not to distinguish between men and women according their outer appearance but to accept the masculine and feminine powers in both sexes as complete and comprehensive - and bring those into a lively flowing.

At the beginning of the first crystal age the male being was throughout masculine and descending and the feminine being was throughout feminine and ascending. Many divisions and merging on your way made you until the beginning of the second crystal age to a throughout masculine-feminine being, who live both in male and as well in female bodies - and there lies the key.

It is not the question of space-time-sequences but rather after the base of your questions. Get aware of this your base and put it in concrete terms - for yourself.

Our answer we will give you already today: The wound of Isis heals through the complete acceptance of masculine and feminine spirit, of descent and ascent, of the dark and the light in your heart. This will crystallize all feelings of guilt and revolt, of all victims and offenders, all questions and wounds in your life - and open up their inner treasury.

We are with you in love
Tobias and Sabine

(id - 1.9.08)

Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag

Question
Dear Sabine your page attracts me very much because of the lot of aspects and views which you and the spiritual helpers are giving us. In many of the answer I find myself again, but I'm not getting to my point.

Since four years after a harmless (prophylactic) breast operation I am suffering from dizziness, depression, fears and weakness. Already it has got better, but I still have the feeling loosing the ground under my feet or I would loose my mind (which didn't happened jet). My head is pounding and tumbling and I cannot get to the conclusion what this situation is meaning. Since then I withdrawing more and more from the outside and have despite the family the feeling of loneliness and forlornness.

I also have been to other mediums where I was told that I would be working off old decrepit, old Atlantian energies. Since two years I'm also doing the Kryon School, but I have the feeling that the spiritual world to which I have relied cannot do more without my own helping?

But what is the problem and what can I do? I do hope that you can help me with this. Lots of love and thank you for those enriching contributions. O-sana

Answer
Dear Karin, you are as lots of awakening masters in the transition of the state of completely forgetting to the state of completely remembering. It is the time where you feel deep within you that there is more than you know from you human life, more than the earthly family, more than just one man (lover, partner), more than only the own children and parents.

To loose ones mind is a sign of hope and an awakening in spirit - even if it is connected with fear and resistance because it is leading us into a completely new state of being. Trust this inner process.

Depression shows that your mind and your emotions (head and stomach) is suppressing your inner soul-power and spirit-intelligence (heart): your female power and male strength. Up till now you have chosen to be dependent, ignorant and a victim. You surely could make another choice because within you everything is ready for a tender but powerful ascension out of the downs of your present humanity.

"Please do not work off Atlantian heritage". To "work off" means to slave away until death - without the prospect of an end. Simply stop that. Let Atlantis be Atlantis and return to your self. It is self-love, self-esteem, self-respect which are lacking in you. Accept yourself, care for you.

Read the lectures 2007, do the exercises and meditations which apply to you, but don't make work out of it. Use the meditations which we gave you under Crystalline Raspberry Spirit for these difficult times of transition - and "work" yourself gentle and joyful, with lot of breaks out of your grey zones. I will support you on the inner plains. Love to you, Sabine.

Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag

Dear Sabine, I will start right at the beginning. I am the last born of 4 girls. I am a very introvert human. Since early childhood I'm very short-sighted. My mother has been working and had an intimate relationship with my eldest sister. My father was an alcoholic and very rarely at home (hospital and jail). I was swinging between my elder sisters to and fro always on the search for love and recognition, played to be a nanny to them and was still a child.

After my apprenticeship I left home, have married and had 3 children. After 26 years divorce, my children withdrew from me and came only when they needed help. I did all odd jobs in the world, was travelling salesman, was unemployed, was on social security and did prostitution to keep my head above water. 4 years ago I landed in an Ashram and since two years again I have contact to my daughter with family. We moved in together and now we are separating again.

I did the Dreamwalker-School, am still on social security and again I have to start from scratch. Everything I have earned I gave to my children. I did this with love and know that everything I went through belongs to my learning process. I made the decision for life. Again and again I come to a point where I go within. There is a wall, a block, such a pain I cannot talk about, and I want to get out there.

Where is the break which I again and again slam on myself? I do breathe and meditate. Every evening and morning I listen to the 12 Chakra-Meditation. On Kristalltag you said to me that I have to die before I can be a support worker for terminal patients. How does this go, I don't know the way. I have a dream. I want to serve earth and humanity but with my own family I capitulate. What is the matter with me? Loving Elke

Answer from Saint Germain
Dear Elke, I am Saint Germain who will give you the answer and open up your eyes - humph, ….for something you already have known for a longer time. Family - the original family, where you are child, the own family where you are mother and also the grandchildren family where you are grandmother - FAMILY is a team-construct which opens the door (as child) to the world and enables you to open for others (your children) the door to earth.

A door is no building where there is a lounge, a living space or a space to withdraw. A door is simply a gateway, an arch or an opening where you walk through - from one room to the other. The room from which you come from is the one of your spiritual family. The room where you want to go to and are going is the one of human-family.

The direct family is a tight grey belt which you walk trough - similar to the belt of fear which is separating your human life from the spiritual world of blissfulness and freedom. All magnetic energies of fear and aggression, of love and joy, of transience and hopelessness are in this belt of family. You put all respect and love which are all your own energies into this belt - and they disappear, change and loose on value. You are waiting for some giving in return, but it doesn't come. And this is good as it is.

With the planning and preparation of your incarnation you choose all powers that you needed to trespass the door of families short and smart without hanging along too long in the doorway and to come to the essential.

Rooms, the one you come from and the one you are going to are parts of your heart which is one with the cosmos and the earth. You walk through the door by accepting all energies of guilt and atonement from the bottom of your heart and letting them go. You are at walking through the belt of families and deeply finding back to yourself and to your real family.

From our side we cannot see any breaks or blockades on your path but different forms of dance and steps you do. And that is O.K.

For some while turn to the meditations "The Door of Families" and "The Door to True Security and Order" - and allow us to help you a little bit on your way.

I am in love with you
I Am Adamas Saint Germain

Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag

Dear Sabine, I have a cat and a dog. My dog is always in the garden - is already 17 years old, just as my cat (the cat of the deceased parents in law). I love animals and don't give them away when they start to have problems, as the family of my husband does.

My dog is not used too living in the house, is a watchdog so to say. She is blind and deaf. But I love her very much.

I love my cat in the same way. She always wants to eat too much - and she is choosy. In the evenings she sometimes announces - to show me that something is in the room. Even when I call her - she often looks up at "someone" - invisible. This is the first I wanted to tell you.

The second is: Morle, the cat, she is quite old now. Since a couple of years (after my parents in law - who have lived in this house -, deceased) she is making heaps of muck in the house - in different places - even on the chair. And I know that with this she wants to tell me something. I have tried all sorts of things. I love her and she knows it. We cuddle often during the day. I have talked to her - yes - and sometimes I'm even angry with her. I mean that telling off is wrong, because it is concerning me. I feel that she wants to tell me something. You surely know that I had some difficulties in my marriage - still have - now it is getting rather quiet. My husband is starting to let go of his control-mania. It could be that Morle is feeling these things - also - that I'm not quite happy. Hmm, I know this quite well.

So, what can I do? I know this all is my decision. And Morle wants to point this out to me. I am a bit at a loss what she wants to tell me. I already have had let two channels about her, of different people. But - every time when she was asked why she does the mucks in the house - she refuses to answer.

Maybe there is an answer - which should come out of me - instead from the outside.
But maybe you can give me a hint. Or did I answer my question already? Thank you for listening. Loving regards Petra.

Answer
Dear Petra, animals leave their secretions in the house of their owner when there is already great pollution there - and they mark exact those positions where the energetic piles are lying. There is a saying: "The devil is always shitting on the greatest heap" or said differently: where there is something more comes to it. They don't do it because they want too but they cannot help it. She, her vital-energetic organism are in resonance with the radiation of their owner.

So it is not at all about the heaps and puddles of animals but about humans. Energetic pollution arises through various negative thoughts (heaps) and feelings (puddles) through happenings and situations for example aggressive and depressive meetings. Here there are mainly your own self-depreciation and self-feeling of guilt as well as accusations (conscious or unconscious) towards others which rise out of the source of your own guiltiness.

Read the January-topics at TOBIAS, especially "The messages of animals" you will find many things that might help you. First of all be truthful to your self, compassionate with people and take your attention from the animals back to your self. We will have at least one lecture on this topic this year. Loving regards to you, Sabine.

(id - 1.9.08)

Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag

Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag

Question
Hello you beloved, since last night (in my dream I was in a seminar in Lichtpunkt) you are with me. I feel you most of the time present. This is very interesting. And I thank you, for "working" with me conscious or unconscious. Is there anything that I can do for you? I have so a funny feeling … Lots of wonder-full for you, Claudia

Answer
Dear Claudia, of course I do consciously, willing and with great joy wonder around through your body- and soul-houses. But I do not work with you, but we work together at the world. It only feels like a work on you. It is because first you are one with the world, have given your bodies as working- and transformation-fields at disposal - and second with wakening you don't remember anything.

With this you don't have to do me something good in means of giving in return. You don't have a funny, bit a cosmic feeling I presume. But as long as in waking state you feel disconnected from the world the cosmic flow stays a funny feeling.

Breathe deep, look high and think big!
Lots of hearty and loving regards
Sabine

(id - 1.9.08)

Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag

Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag

Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag

On 12.21.2007 at 16:23 Matthias wrote:
Dear Sabine, I thought when I decide to come then the path would open up to make it come true. But it is not so. Probably I have only decided with my head. I will not be with you tomorrow, sorry. At least I will connect with your Kristall-Day tomorrow and see if the spirits will include me. Very loving regards, have a wonderful Kristall-Day without me, sniff Matthias.

Answer
Dear Matthias, the physical paths did not open because you where in your mind but because it is not the right time. The essential part of you will undoubtedly be here tomorrow, since you are already here for weeks. So why should you push off tomorrow?

Know this and adapt to it. You are sheltered in my heart and tomorrow this will be - duty is duty - quite big and pulsating. Be sheltered in your little home with those wonderful furnitures and rest or sleep - or get out into the fresh air in the gown of magicians in heaven - and jesters on earth.

If you want to deal with something convenient then simply read our correspondence. Read all the questions and answers and then make an inner decision (out of the heart!!!). This is exactly what it is all about tomorrow - in high potential.


2nd letter
Thank you for the mail Sabine. Yes you are getting me - witch ☺ smile, smile. Probably I would have been in tears tomorrow. Sometimes you achieve this with few words in a mail. I will be with you tomorrow, either in my wonderful home or with Rouge in the fields. Loving regards Matthias

(id -18.9.08)

This is an amusing and educational continuation of the 3rd Kristall-Day.

Question
Dear Sabine! Now it has begun, the rats are gnawing and gnawing. Since about 12 days it is working on me. The atlas, the second and third cervical vertebras are constantly out of place and my lumbar vertebra is "only" hard as stone. This results from still bearable up to nearly unbearable pain.

I know a young man who does Japanese acupressure, he already treated me twice, but when he had the vertebras in the right place they immediately move out of place again. My neck muscles are so cramped that they manage to move the vertebras.

Of course I did everything I know but this time nothing helps anymore. 2 nights ago I had a dream where many rats where at my neck, shoulders, face and arms. I was totally enthusiastic and allowed them to gnaw everything from my up to the tearing point strained muscles and to take my old life away. I was totally happy and loved them with their eyes like buttons and their velvety fur. Everything was fine and I felt totally healed.

In this night I was full of thankfulness to you and in my dream I have written a love-mail to you - maybe it has arrived!

I do not understand what happens to me just now. Yesterday evening it was so bad that I slept in the armchair over night because I could not find a lying position in bed! I try so hard to stay calm and also change from my role as a victim to the role of creator and by all means I do not want to go to the doctors.

Can you say something to all this? Can my vertebras get back on their own to their normal position? What can I do more? I breathe daily and connect my death, my beauty and my love in my heart. Loving regards Heidi

Answer from Adamas
Dear Heidi, the principle is always the same: The night of the rats is the breathing in of cosmic light, receiving the next piece of puzzle of your divine wholeness in body and body consciousness. The days after that are the breathing out of earthly darkness, the discharging of the next veils out of the cell-tissue of your body.

"By all means I do not want" is a great barrier; a roadblock and a slowing down of you own life-force which gets more and more One with the life force of all other people and beings. What would you think of us if we urgently would recommend going to the doctors? And this not only that he helps you, but more that you help yourself out of this splintering off - and him also. It looks like that the doctors are the "next rats" to let them gnaw on your bones.

Even doctors also are humans, god's children, brothers, sisters, lost lambs and specialists, light carrier - as you. And there are even some of them who are nice, loving, responsible and even spiritual - who could help you to create this transition-time between the dark age of Pisces and the five-dimensional Oneness more pleasant, easier, without pain, more secure in your body, if you let them work at you.

Some of you we have to draw out of school-medicine, others we have to send in. It isn't the question of: doctors or no doctors, but the question with what kind of inner attitude you are living - with what kind of opening or reserve, self-love or grimness, joy or aggression, peaceful certainty or fearing the worst you are ill and go or not go to the doctors. Everything in the outer world is meaningless for you, but not your inner world. You will always meet those people who are in resonance with your inner attitude. You will meet those who will say loud and noticeable YES to your hidden motions and polarize them.

You can meet dark fellows in healthcare and also God self in white coat, Maria in the nurses apron, Kuan Yin on nightshift and Yeshua in the cardiology. It depends on you. You could meet a great white magician who would do nothing rather than gnawing the last black magical rests from your bones.


(id - 18.9.08)

Question
Dear Sabine, just now my thyroid gland has gone mad that I thought I would suffocate. When the rather hefty symptoms of the Kristall-Day end of November where over, it started all over again on Christmas-Eve.
Problems of coordination short but very alarming then an orgy of negativity started. As all negativity of the world on an iron bar would pass through me. First it went totally through me and I couldn't do anything against it. Then problems of the heart because of bronchitis, I never had something like this before. A little bit of comfort that it generally happened so extreme here.

I just have read lecture 7 about negativity and lungs, this all would apply to me (although I have unloaded so much on you) but a whole village? I always have many ticks; do they also have a part in this? Sabine writing to you at this time took me a lot of will-power. I thank you, Almut.
P.S. Did my ego walk over my will and also over thyroid gland?

Answer
Dear Almut it is not the question if you have done something wrong or not right, what you oversee or block, what you don't understand or something else. It is the question of integration, as you know from our Kristall-Day and also from lecture 21. It is a healing-, transformation- and integration-process for which you have nothing to do but let it happen - against it you cannot do more than slow it down and get immediately an intense bodily reaction.

It is the question of self-acceptance (of the highest self) of self-respect (deep in your heart where self-respect is merged with self-humility) and of self-confidence (which at the same time is the deep trust in the transformation-process of the bodily organism which opens up in partly chaotic movements widens and rises.)

Your thyroid gland is showing the regeneration and integration of your high female speaker-powers and leading abilities, of your flowing-will, which is One with power and humility, strength and passivity.

Ticks you attract to such a degree in which your ego is sucking out the life power of your soul and poisons her spirit-body. At the same time have ticks-poisons the ability to become a healing balancing essence if you accept it as this. Then will exactly this insect-poison help you to lead out the "ego-ticks-poisons" of gone ages of your bodies. This is the homoeopathic principle: leading out through acceptance.

You also find this principle in "Lord of the Rings" at the "Army of dead humans of Dunharg" (= the ticks-poisons of old ages) which - empowered through the will of the king (=your heart) and his newly forged sword (=the blue flame of Michael in your DNA) - over the battlefield of Pelennor (= your bodies) is floating and all dark warriors and creatures (the current emotions- and thought-ulcers) going to war (= the redemption and eternal peace) - simply by touching them and flow through. This is homoeopathy of Tolkien and Jackson - guarantied amusing, healing and remembering.

Tick bites show you your past and present situation which you can use by free will: for the further descention if you shut yourself up and stop breathing or for the ascension if you open up and breathe. And of course this applies to bites, stings and attacks of all animals and species.

This is an extra chapter about which we will soon write in a lecture. At the moment use the meditations of the 12 Chakras and the Sun-Meditation - and breathe free. Loving regards to you, Sabine


(id - 18.9.08)

Here we have set our answers in-between of the 4 side long letter

Question
Dear Sabine, I have met you in Orpund on 29.July 2007 at the workshop of Door-Openings. It was impressive for me to see your art of being, to feel that you are a channel and give us messages from the spirit world. I thank you for this experience. Many messages I have received from your homepage Kristallmensch and I'm thankful for that.

Since I'm here on earth I have experienced many things, not only pleasant, deep out of my heart I'm thankful that I've survived everything and am alive still. In one of your messages you said that we who where born in Switzerland hat it rather hard … and it is (was) difficult.

I have worked with me, illnesses and operations made me understand for what this all is. Many things I now understand and many not jet! To ask somebody doesn't really work; because mostly I stand on my own feet, not having enough confidence in other people and it takes me long to have this confidence to someone. Then my head comes in and I question everything to the bottom, so I'm torn to pieces and don't know what to believe anymore.

I'm a cheerful person can laugh out of my heart, people love my laugh and somehow it helps them and it does me good also. I can weep just as much; this is so since my childhood.

My childhood, I wasn't wanted, from my mother I only had refusal and hate, from her came mental and physical violence. Father was there but ignored what happened. When I was 20 years old he committed suicide, he gave me on my way: you are good, you can a lot and from now on you need not put up with what mother says.

The relation to mother never changed, since years I don't go to her, I don't even know where she lives but I don't want it like this, I love my mother and respect her. 10 years ago I was near, then she still lived in the house where I grew up, the result of asking her how she feels was that she went for me, beaten and abused me as always: it was wrong to birth me, she should have turned my neck after birth and I belong to the loony bin. I had bruises all over the body, even with 40 I didn't defend myself.

Sabine, are there connections that hinder me to be what I am, is there something to solve? I'm not sure; I feel a lot of negativity that comes from her.


Indeed you have chosen a very dramatic mother-daughter-relationship but deliberately. You where not only strong enough to survive physically and mentally, but in some way you have used her unrestrained aggression and instability to let your own joy, circumspection and stability grow out of it. Now you are grown up and have developed a professionalism to cope in love and compassion with pain, aggression and hate.

Yes there is a lot of negativity coming from her to you. But it is not her negativity but of her generations before, the one of the country and of the community of all descended beings. To this topic read again the lecture 3 (The Threefold Time) and 14 (Spiritual Birth). Look at her with your eyes and with hers. Your mother also was an unwanted and abused child just as you. But there is a small but significant difference between the two of you: She has not brought a changing potential into this world, but you. She signed herself away to the Judas energy, to the Judas service but is suffering at the same time and is at its mercy. You have chosen the service of Jesus. You are carrying the energy of Jesus, the power of Christ in you the transformation- and redeeming-power. Use this for yourself and for her. Use it in the spiritual rooms not in the physical meeting. For that the time is not ripe jet.


I'm divorced twice, have born two sons and brought them up alone … a topic in my life, there was never anyone there (people). Who was standing beside me in those hard times, for me it is clear it only can be of the spiritual world.

I feel a strong connection to Jesus, Saint Germain, Maria and Archangel Michael. Tobias I know since I'm occupied with you and my being as Kristallmensch, I also love to read his tips as well as of the others. And then sometimes questions appear and I ask myself if I'm just making up all this.


Now I feel honoured that you love to hear me talking (broad grin) and I can assure you that I'm absolute not an imagination - at least not yours. Being conceited is sometimes said about me but the reason for this lies somewhere else and has little to do with your ability of perception.

Now to your being alone: When you are strong in mind and have chosen high-carat tasks for your life then you are alone from the beginning on. You are different from your parents and teachers; you come out of different rooms and dimensions. On earth you are their children but actually YOU are the parents and teachers and they are your children. You have power, wisdom and love in your hearts; they but have powerlessness, confusion and hate. From the beginning on you want and have to find your own way without getting too deep into the harmonic but binding influence of human families.

Because of this you have mostly chosen constellations in your childhood which in many different ways let you be alone: through death, neglect or violence or hundred other possibilities. And even in harmonic families where death and violence was not obvious could the - best meant - confederate and catholic upbringing methods bring you mentally totally out of your environment and shake you up - to force you into a constructed harmony where you suffocate from where you actively forced yourself out or passive totally moved back into yourself. This was your personal choice. In such a way you find your way.


I have further requests, the one that moves me very much is my eldest son, his name is Patric. We had a difficult birth together, both nearly came to death. I feel there is a great gap, it is very difficult with him, he was very cold and contrary (could be my problem) towards him I felt very guilty and have the feeling that he made use of this (I don't want to blame him of something that belongs to me). Last year he became lung-cancer, he had two surgeries a quarter of his lung is removed, he had chemotherapy for 4 months and I don't know what else.

In March last year Patric came unexpectedly to me and abused me badly, everything would be my fault, he doesn't want and is not allowed to have contact with me and his brother as we are only harming him. He also said that I condemn him because he had chemo, as I work as an alternative therapist and because of me he never had a family.

In me I have the feeling that I certainly had accepted his decision to do chemo because I felt how anxious the doctors made him. Can it be that we have fear and respect?!? for each other, I feel that Patric has much knowing in himself as I.

Sabine or whoever gives me the answer what kind of connection is this that leads to such dilemma. The refusal of my mother, the refusal of the eldest son and and …


Now the soul-love-connections within your generation lines are not easy to recognize. You all came up here with a huge ingenious and hardly penetrating creation-drama as you invented this life-construction FAMILY. Let me give you (and to you all) a little insight and let us take this example.

Patric as the first born child has taken up many energy-tracks, as also any other later born child and in generally all born children of your evolution. Each being takes with each his new incarnation many old tracks which where laid out for him into himself. The first born children overtake the dramatic of light and of dark in a much higher measurement than the sunnier latecomer.

1.) He took the energies as well of your earthly-childish drama (child, victim, dependent being) as well as your mental integrity (mother, creator, independent being). On this track he is suffering on your childhood-sorrow and at the same time at your (still) not awoken mental integrity. In himself he is suffering of what is suffering in you.

2.) He took as well the energies of the earthly-childish drama of his grandmother (child, victim, dependent being) which stayed until today unchanged unredeemed as well as the mental integrity of his grandmother, her creator-power and independence which she cannot live on earth. On this track he is suffering of her childhood-suffering and at the same time of her not awoken mental integrity. In himself he is suffering what is suffering in her.

3.) Now, such a track doesn't lie between him and his grandmother, to her generation he is having a specially deep soul-connection, but between him and his father as well as between him and his other grandparents and great-grandparents indifferent if he had known them or not.

Patric is the carrier of endless many tracks of remembering - miasma (see lecture 21) - which will stay in his rooms of emotions, thoughts and cells and tear at him - create dramas and illnesses - as long as he doesn't dissolve from them. The generation-line is your horizontal remembering-track which is mowing over the world since millenniums - and as time passes gets denser, tighter, heavier and more dramatic. In Patric your unredeemed mother-daughter also lives on as all dramas of other family members.

4.) But there is also the incarnation-line. It is the vertical remembering-track. With this Patric has taken up all energies of his mental power and physical powerlessness, his cosmic wisdom and earthly ignorance, his divine love and human hatred onto him. And even here he is spinning between the worlds.

Now here we have not only described Patric but also your mother - and YOU. The question how you can help them all is answered by itself, doesn't it?

Endless many horizontal remembering-tracks fetter and bind you into the collective drama of your evolution - and only one vertical remembering-track is bringing you redemption. We explained them in some lectures (2, 5, 6, 7, 21) and used them in all. With this background especially pay attention to the first 3 chapters of lecture 14.


I simply want to understand this. A lot of things went through my head, until now there is no reasonable answer and for all somehow I cannot calm down, I'm so insecure with everything … but of all that I find comfort in lots of small things and have confidence in me and in my life, and it goes on.

I want to remark that to my younger son I have a very good relationship; we understand each other well, what is there?

4th answer in-between

Now, he is one of the sunnier children, who don't carry on the unredeemed drama of parents and grandparents and have a greater independence. On the physical level the first born ones clean the body of the mother while though their embryonic growth they take up all waste, acids and energies of the mother in their bodies. The second born and all further children are building their bodies in an already cleansed womb. After this physical cause-effect-principle you are choosing in your plans of incarnations also the order of rank of your birth: the strongest come first as they take up the most. The cheerful ones come next as they want to radiate their sunny powers onto the family drama when dark waves are coming in. Then the unshakeable come who take up the track of the first born and support them.


I have two more siblings who are younger than I and many relatives, but I'm with no one in contact with, what is this all about?



I have great joy in my work. I am a cranial sacral and individual body therapist and work independent since 3 years. Since I'm on the therapeutic way my state of health got much better. In the practice it isn't running well, I barely make it, what is in my way (myself) or has it to do with my story (do I mix up things that have nothing to do with this) what do I do wrong?

Last year in addition to my practice I founded a group practice, at the moment we are 7 women who work there, but it is not really working, what's happening here? Even though things go wrong simply like that, I have to fight to get my right (then my question: what is right) what is there to be learned to be understood?


Here the demand comes into focus as you can see the answers in-between 1 - 3. Stand for your mental integrity, to YOUR SELF (self-empowerment). Acknowledge the service of your mother to you (thanks and blessing). See the service you still owe to her (forgiving, compassion and redemption).

Under "Transmissions of Spiritual Entities 2000 - 2006" you will find as valuable help as in the lectures and meditations. Here I recommend specially "The Door of Families".

When you went through the fifth 7-year-cycle (lecture 14) is the clear demand to you to bring about the intentions of your incarnation. This is a demand which you have given to yourself and still do. If you are not following your self (your higher self) then spirit heaven and earth will be moved so that you remember and wake up.

With the beginning of the 6th 7-year-cycle the mental life force dwindles off your body-energy-field which leads up to decreasing radiation and to inner and outer limitation - lesser clients, illnesses and dramas with other people.

YOU ARE THE CENTER of all movements in your life no matter how many people, practices and circumstances are involved within. In exact that quality as your spiritual heart-power is in, show situations and people themselves on the outside.


What bothers me also is that since 3 years my left breast has a callus, nothing helped to get it soft, it stays unchanged. I don't want to go to the doctor. I believe that there is another solution there. Could you please help me?

I would love to get an answer although I think it is an unreasonable demand to write and ask soooo much.


Yes, indeed, you all are an enormous demand for us but our sudorific efforts are worthwhile (very broad grin).

Now, your left breast is the living proof for our words - if you still need some proof ….. oh yes I'm afraid you still want this proof - and that is why you are getting it. The female breast is bearing the mother-child-love within, all nurturing, protecting and balancing energies which enable life and keep it healthy.

The left breast holds as well the mother-daughter-energies (referring to you, your mother and daughter, if you have one) as the body-spirit-energies (referring to you as spirit- and body-being). The right breast holds as well the mother-son-energies (referring to you, your father and son) as also the body-earth-energies (referring to you as a body-being and your earthly path).

As long as you refuse your spiritual self-empowerment will your mother, your first born son and your left breast suffer - so long will drama and war rein in these "organism".


One more remark: the feedbacks and changes of the people who are coming to me for treatment are very good. I also feel that this is my vocation to be here for the people and to help them individually. Last year a healer said to me that I have a big and good heart and do everything in love, it would bring me further. You Sabine have told me at the workshop that I will get a lot to do, many people would be sent to me …. I would be glad about that and I'm ready, when is the time? What is still there to do from my side?


Of course you have a loving heart. This all people have - without exemption. It is only the question how far this heart is captured, veiled in, hardened and closed up. Naturally do your energies good for the patience, but they don't flow on in you. You are giving it to them at the cost of your life-power. You are nurturing them but you exhaust yourself. That is why your higher spirit will look to it that not too many will come. Open up your great heart to the higher power of your life and look what happens. And with this we have answered your second letter, didn't we?


In advance I thank you out of my heart for everything that comes from you all to me! I love you all deep in my heart. In deep closeness I'm greeting you from Switzerland, Agnes.


With the same deep love are we with you and will breathe with you and bring life into ascension, indeed. I AM Tobias


(id - 18.9.08)

Question

Dear Sabine, I'm one of many searchers who has not enough clarity. It is said that I have healing abilities - I think - I'm already working with it - I'm doing it with symbols/crystals which where given to me. It is functioning also with persons who I don't know personally - I make a connection through people who are known to me. For my ego I also have had a Reiki- and Shamballa 1024 initiation but THIS isn't it, I think.

Unfortunately I cannot help my wife and son - Johannes is 5 years old and often ill - I think he is carrying a lot - for us and also for the human collective.

Now I simply just want to know - do I really have this ability to help people or help them to activate their self-healing powers? Then I would ask you to do my link onto your website, as you had offered this to your readers. But what precisely can I offer? I simply do it, if somebody asks me too, but I simply don't know which crystal is appropriate or what the person's problem is and so on. I also love to work with the help of Archangel Raphael.

There is clearness missing, the 3rd eye isn't quite open jet - as you see I haven't landed jet. On the other side I feel the need to help and also to clarify - there I have to hold myself back not to become a preacher.

Maybe you can tell me shortly what you see with me. I thank you! All the love for 2008, our - as I assume - great year of change!! P.S. Should this be rather for "Tobias at Kristallmensch" then let me know??

Answer

Yes, this certainly is something for Tobias. That is why I'm answering you personally. Of course you have the ability of healing and the initiation of self-healing-powers. For this you did go then. You have brought it into this incarnation therefore you will open this up.

Of course you cannot reach and heal your physical family as good as "strange" people, because together with your family you are secured and also caught up in many generations-feelings-needs-networks, while you are free for many "strangers" - without any attachments.

Family is a being of captivity through love and concern, through hope and disappointment, though stabilisation and change. Each member is custodian and captive for all others - in love or hatred - but this is simply irrelevant.

Read to this also our answer to Agnes under "Generation-lines and Remembrance-tracks". The best you can help your family is by going into fully opening up your consciousness, completely letting go of the responsibilities for others and arriving totally within yourself.

This may batter and shake and estrange you from them. But this will entangle you from the threads - and later they will follow. This is a process where you have to be strong and it strengthens you - and later them also.

And now your method is wonderful. It applies to our recommendation: Do it out of the moment. Don’t create plans and structures. Don’t repeat anything. Use any things and tools - or nothing, according to the moment.

Clarity comes in these times. You have prepared yourself enough that it can come. But certainly we can "help you along" in our workshops.

I AM with you.
I AM Tobias

(id-19.10.089)

Here we did the answers in between the questions - and once again we had to be more stern then else. Or how would you react when Archangel Michael would come to you and wail over the hopelessness of his life ….?

Question
Dear Sabine, shouldn't it get better somewhere on the way? I have done the breathing-exercises of Ohama and of some others. And then it came. First influenza, then asthmatic bronchitis with dyspnoea and then suddenly a threatening pneumonia and as emergency I was hospitalized and then I got pleurisy. Many things went out of control. Everything in the breathing area, what was it?

Dear Elisabeth, it is nice that you are already writing again after your yesterdays call and my connecting with you. I'm answering you "in-between the lines" at the corresponding parts of your text.

If you would look from the spiritual level you would see that it gets better from day to day. Great integration processes create deep healing-crisis just as the first re-organisations in the early 90-ties did. With you I'm not aware of any blockades or aggravations, but a very good going forth and up - if we want to see this linear.

What on earth is (finally!!!) out of control can be formed new in spirit. Now one like you should be happy about every uncontrolled situation. TRUST is the new power of creation.

Others after such borderline experience are clairvoyant or can channel or have some veil less. I just fall onto my feet again and feel like being in a desert. In the past I had visions which drove me forth, ideas I could hold on to, and interests which gave me wings. Now there is nothing, no thing. My physical condition is "out of order", my psychical is a desert. And the spirit world is not at all showing.

As long as you compare yourself with others (whose paths you don't know only guess) will you psychically feel bad enough to bring a strong brake into your transformational-process. This is also a subtle act of control.

To see nothing, to hear nothing, not to have visions means to have gone into a room of inner spirit-power which is lying higher then the ones before. That is why it takes some time to find new orientation and new tools of perception and of communication. Instead of appreciating this you run yourself down. This is another aspect of control.

And as the lung is the organ of the free flowing spirit which thinks nothing of controlling, because of your diligent exercises your body lets go of those for ages collected control-essences. Make yourself wide and allow your uncontrolled and uncontrollable spirit to heal your body and to lay a new awareness into your heart.

Only this delirious or daydream I had: A wire-figure with a pumpkin-head within full of fire wanted to take me by the hand. She didn't want the right but the left hand. She led me to a grey thunderous cliff and said: "This is the shadow-death" and then led me to an earth-hole filled with fire or light and said: "This is the light-death". Then she led me to a light-blue light-figure or being. Out of the middle of my body twined an embryonic energy-form and became a light-child. The first part I experienced in my body and the rest from outside. This energy-child was sucked up from the light-blue being and my body collapsed in itself.

What a meaningful picture. But I sit in this hospital bed and feel nothing but emptiness.

The emptiness is the room where transformation and ascension can happen - nowhere else. If you experience this in a hospital bed or at home is meaningless. …. No a hospital bed is a wonderful and ideal place!!!

Sometimes I called out for you Sabine. Please get me a connection to the spirit world. What is the whole purpose of my being? What did I want to carry out and simply cannot see? What do these health difficulties the past 1½ years mean? Why are my veils so dense? Please tell me something from the spirit world that allows me to see some light.

I already did this up to here and there be nothing to ad. Let go of me by means of inner guidance. You can surely make your own connection - and if you don't do it then I cannot help you either. You are not a beginner anymore!!! Be quiet for some time on our side and go the fascinating path of the coming years with us, but inwardly let go of Sabine - and be with your self. Go upright beside and with us instead of being carried or dragged through us.

I'm still in hospital and haven't any power and don't know where to get it from - and sometimes I feel as an alien to myself.

Don't get some power from somewhere else; let the power come when she wants to come. When you are fetching some power you only waste it on denial-strategies or attempts of control (smile).

I would be glad to have an answer. Now I'm feeling better, that I can use the computer in hospital. In love, Elisabeth

I AM breathing with you and hold you in my crystalline heart-hospital secure. Sabine


(id-19.10.08)