Picture: Andrea Kemnitzer
Tobias in January 2008
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Here a new round starts in a new world. The gate has been passed und a new cycle has started - but power, clearness and creative will …… are not yet noticeable.
Now, they are here. They are within you. They are opening up within you and with it brings a new generation of new ups and downs of discomfort and impatience, of not being alive and being undead. Let us see what kind of questions are coming in.
We have already given you the answers to all questions several times on many parts of this page. But we gladly repeat us again here and there, as long as it seems helpful to us and the time allows.
Indeed, time gets close when you have no more questions and/or all answers are given. By all good will we are not able to answer all those questions. It is not even necessary. Many of you are writing us two to four pages long letters - and have with this so deeply pronounced themselves and opened up, that a written answer from us is not needed anymore.
All of you receive our only real answer: love-rays, if necessary a stay in the clinic of our galactic heart centre, deep compassion for everything what you are experiencing and highest respect for your being. We are with you - the others who are becoming noticeable One with you.
And remember: from now on we are going to publish your questions with your first names - unless you specially don't want it.
(id-7.2008)
Now, they are here. They are within you. They are opening up within you and with it brings a new generation of new ups and downs of discomfort and impatience, of not being alive and being undead. Let us see what kind of questions are coming in.
We have already given you the answers to all questions several times on many parts of this page. But we gladly repeat us again here and there, as long as it seems helpful to us and the time allows.
Indeed, time gets close when you have no more questions and/or all answers are given. By all good will we are not able to answer all those questions. It is not even necessary. Many of you are writing us two to four pages long letters - and have with this so deeply pronounced themselves and opened up, that a written answer from us is not needed anymore.
All of you receive our only real answer: love-rays, if necessary a stay in the clinic of our galactic heart centre, deep compassion for everything what you are experiencing and highest respect for your being. We are with you - the others who are becoming noticeable One with you.
And remember: from now on we are going to publish your questions with your first names - unless you specially don't want it.
(id-7.2008)
Table of contents
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- January 2008
- The curve into the heart
- Passion in transformation
- The beloved drama
- De-mother - De-daughter
- Venus connection to raspberry-brandy-landlady
- Venus in need …?
- Inner honesty
- Quantum Essence
- narrow and oppressive
- Conditions for help
- The boring husband
- Who gave answer?
- The wound of Osiris
- Messages of animals
- YOU are the Masters
- Completely at End
- I AM Tobias
- At the job
picture: Andea Kemnitzer
The curve into the heart
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
Dear Sabine, mentally I cannot get passed from telling you something, that is why I'm having a go. The text of the Kristallmensch Seminars have obviously (not only) turned my world view up side down. Anyway I have always been a lot on my own, but now I don't fit in anywhere! The faith until now, that there is a world beyond, has given me some comfort to be sometime united with my soul-family and not be alone anymore. But now I don't even know anymore, is there something at all?
Answer in between
Dear Sylke, I'm writing my hints and answers at the corresponding parts of your letter. There is no 'world beyond' anymore. The world beyond came after life on earth. It is standing right at your side and wishes to be let in. As long as you separate yourself from you and search for the family outside, are you separating them from you. The gate to all families and dimensions is your heart - and your limitless YES to life, to the precise one you are leading.
Question
Not only that I'm living with tinnitus and a handicapped hearing, now comes a sight reduction (a 'blind spot' in my right eye, which could lead to blindness later). It is not that this frightens me, but the sense organs are rather important. How much did I fail in terms of self healing (and in my responsibility)? That is what I'm asking myself at least.
Answer in between
(Here Ashtar is intervening)
As the way your question is put you only will give yourself some self-destroying, self-decreasing and self-condemning answers. That is why we give you the answer: Of course all this can lead to blindness, deafness and death, as far as you are choosing this and are prepared for. This is the choice of the ego, which constantly is staggering around between 'working out' concepts and controls plus between aroused and obsessive emotions.
The choice of the spirit and the soul (heart) could be to accept exactly that which wants to happen in these times: a transformation, which leads you out of a blind, deaf and dull human life into a true hearing and seeing life of an embodied spirit, of an awoken human.
Even if you choose the way of the ego and experience the painful end of your body even then you did not fail but only made a choice and lived through its fulfilment. But anyway you have the possibility to choose the way of the heart, don't you?
Question
I'm not here and I'm here, but where am I really and how do I get to myself and into my power? I don’t know anything anymore and sorry I still cannot meditate if this is dependent of higher perceptions!? To get into my heart belongs also to it … somehow I should be able to visualize this, or?
Answer in between
Under SPECIAL, 1:1:1 we have described in two articles quite precise what happens at the moment and where you all are now - you also. Simply read this once. Your mental idea of 'to go into the heart' is by far not enough. Let it simply go. Decide to go into your heart, be loving with you, cry with you and about you, take care of yourself, rest and go walking - just do you good. Then your heart is wide open.
Beside this you find a lot of audio-meditations at Kristallmensch.net, which you can download and burn and listen to it in bed at night. They are all dedicated to heart-opening and to a transformation full of light of your lives.
Question
One by one I part with those few people I had contact with. About that I'm not even sad. But am I really chosen to be alone or do I do this (unconsciously) to myself? Of course I do have lot of connections in passing; I talk, laugh and so on, this I do like.
Answer in between
You yourself have chosen to be alone - as many of you - to open up the gate to us. As is said the gate is in your heart. You have endlessly more contacts as you can imagine. It's just that you cannot be aware of as long as you condemn yourself - and with this you isolate yourself from unconditional love.
Question
B u t, as long as I do not (obviously) have a contact to 'above', is this road pretty lonesome!!!
Answer in between
There is no ABOVE anymore only WITHIN, you will not acknowledge this as long as you are searching on the outside.
Question
Klaus (e-mail friend) for example is trying to explain, that we are all 'One' and later on, after the 'transition' we won't have any individuality and no soul-families either. (He tells me, that he can let go of everything, he of all people who left his family because of a woman twenty-five years ago, with her he had an active sexual relationship for a long time and now has a platonic exchange with her, for me this is still a relationship.) At least I would even be more or all the more alone, when I don't even manage to reach the integration of the higher pool (I don't know the right term). Imagining this I would rather prefer the definitive death without any thoughts and feelings etc.
Answer in between
Do not judge and condemn the path of others. This is waste of energy and time. Neither can you see the wisdom which lies in his path nor does it help you. You have your own way, your own perception and your own world.
Question
I have the feeling to be the most complicated person of all - not very constructive.
Answer in between
In the spirit language complicated means COMPLEX, MULTY-LAYERED and RICH - by all means constructive!!!
Question
And - last but not least - does Maren still exist or is this just an idea of me??? And the idea that I had to complete together with Maren (after her death) a mutual task, which was a comforting idea - all that illusions?
Answer in between
Both Maren is still present and there is also your common activity, your shared love, your shared being - which will soon show and you will articulate it. Keep a dialogue with your heart, as we told you already weeks ago. Then one day you will hear Maren and be able to talk to her - because she is waiting for you there.
Illusion is the life between head and stomach, but not the life of the heart. And even DEATH, dear Sylke lives in the heart of each and every human, because he is a gate to other worlds. Pass through this gate of death in your own heart and you will find yourself - and Maren.
Question
Of course I would love to have some guidance, but the steps I have to take by myself, I know long since (what do you mean by cuddly - there is nothing and hasn't been anything cuddly) Love Sylke.
In love we are - and cuddling with you - since aeons.
I am Ashtar Sheran
For the answers …. thousands of thanks …. I will take them to heart …. how one acts and loves out of the heart I do know quite well …. I just don't get the curves back always! All love from Sylke
(id-7.2008)
Answer in between
Dear Sylke, I'm writing my hints and answers at the corresponding parts of your letter. There is no 'world beyond' anymore. The world beyond came after life on earth. It is standing right at your side and wishes to be let in. As long as you separate yourself from you and search for the family outside, are you separating them from you. The gate to all families and dimensions is your heart - and your limitless YES to life, to the precise one you are leading.
Question
Not only that I'm living with tinnitus and a handicapped hearing, now comes a sight reduction (a 'blind spot' in my right eye, which could lead to blindness later). It is not that this frightens me, but the sense organs are rather important. How much did I fail in terms of self healing (and in my responsibility)? That is what I'm asking myself at least.
Answer in between
(Here Ashtar is intervening)
As the way your question is put you only will give yourself some self-destroying, self-decreasing and self-condemning answers. That is why we give you the answer: Of course all this can lead to blindness, deafness and death, as far as you are choosing this and are prepared for. This is the choice of the ego, which constantly is staggering around between 'working out' concepts and controls plus between aroused and obsessive emotions.
The choice of the spirit and the soul (heart) could be to accept exactly that which wants to happen in these times: a transformation, which leads you out of a blind, deaf and dull human life into a true hearing and seeing life of an embodied spirit, of an awoken human.
Even if you choose the way of the ego and experience the painful end of your body even then you did not fail but only made a choice and lived through its fulfilment. But anyway you have the possibility to choose the way of the heart, don't you?
Question
I'm not here and I'm here, but where am I really and how do I get to myself and into my power? I don’t know anything anymore and sorry I still cannot meditate if this is dependent of higher perceptions!? To get into my heart belongs also to it … somehow I should be able to visualize this, or?
Answer in between
Under SPECIAL, 1:1:1 we have described in two articles quite precise what happens at the moment and where you all are now - you also. Simply read this once. Your mental idea of 'to go into the heart' is by far not enough. Let it simply go. Decide to go into your heart, be loving with you, cry with you and about you, take care of yourself, rest and go walking - just do you good. Then your heart is wide open.
Beside this you find a lot of audio-meditations at Kristallmensch.net, which you can download and burn and listen to it in bed at night. They are all dedicated to heart-opening and to a transformation full of light of your lives.
Question
One by one I part with those few people I had contact with. About that I'm not even sad. But am I really chosen to be alone or do I do this (unconsciously) to myself? Of course I do have lot of connections in passing; I talk, laugh and so on, this I do like.
Answer in between
You yourself have chosen to be alone - as many of you - to open up the gate to us. As is said the gate is in your heart. You have endlessly more contacts as you can imagine. It's just that you cannot be aware of as long as you condemn yourself - and with this you isolate yourself from unconditional love.
Question
B u t, as long as I do not (obviously) have a contact to 'above', is this road pretty lonesome!!!
Answer in between
There is no ABOVE anymore only WITHIN, you will not acknowledge this as long as you are searching on the outside.
Question
Klaus (e-mail friend) for example is trying to explain, that we are all 'One' and later on, after the 'transition' we won't have any individuality and no soul-families either. (He tells me, that he can let go of everything, he of all people who left his family because of a woman twenty-five years ago, with her he had an active sexual relationship for a long time and now has a platonic exchange with her, for me this is still a relationship.) At least I would even be more or all the more alone, when I don't even manage to reach the integration of the higher pool (I don't know the right term). Imagining this I would rather prefer the definitive death without any thoughts and feelings etc.
Answer in between
Do not judge and condemn the path of others. This is waste of energy and time. Neither can you see the wisdom which lies in his path nor does it help you. You have your own way, your own perception and your own world.
Question
I have the feeling to be the most complicated person of all - not very constructive.
Answer in between
In the spirit language complicated means COMPLEX, MULTY-LAYERED and RICH - by all means constructive!!!
Question
And - last but not least - does Maren still exist or is this just an idea of me??? And the idea that I had to complete together with Maren (after her death) a mutual task, which was a comforting idea - all that illusions?
Answer in between
Both Maren is still present and there is also your common activity, your shared love, your shared being - which will soon show and you will articulate it. Keep a dialogue with your heart, as we told you already weeks ago. Then one day you will hear Maren and be able to talk to her - because she is waiting for you there.
Illusion is the life between head and stomach, but not the life of the heart. And even DEATH, dear Sylke lives in the heart of each and every human, because he is a gate to other worlds. Pass through this gate of death in your own heart and you will find yourself - and Maren.
Question
Of course I would love to have some guidance, but the steps I have to take by myself, I know long since (what do you mean by cuddly - there is nothing and hasn't been anything cuddly) Love Sylke.
In love we are - and cuddling with you - since aeons.
I am Ashtar Sheran
For the answers …. thousands of thanks …. I will take them to heart …. how one acts and loves out of the heart I do know quite well …. I just don't get the curves back always! All love from Sylke
(id-7.2008)
picture: Ina Scheloske
Passion in transformation
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Letter
At the moment I'm somewhat undecided, nothing seems to touch me deep, not even the farewell to my sister, whose remains we left at the cemetery the day before yesterday. Even physically I feel this tender, comfortable feeling, a body which is registering pleasure and pain in a completely different way. Wonderful, combined together with melancholy …. a real glowing passion has been ever so great! In the book of Staprem "The Mental of the Cells" I'm finding a great deal of your statements about our transformation which deepens and confirms my decision to surrender once again (this wouldn't be necessary anymore; it was decided a long time ago! … and never regretted!) Dearest Sabine, I do love you so! Loudspeaker, translator, cleaner, motivator … and never is there a "guileless" feeling with you. I'm simply thankful, that you are playing this role in my life. Love to you, I'm cuddling you, Ines.
Answer
Dear Ines, thank you for your loving words. Your sister has a wonderful message for you: namely that you can also step into the room she is in - but you WITH your body. It is not the room of the dead, as it differed before from the room of spirit, but it is the combined room of the not-embodied, where they have access to each other and with each other. Only we the embodied are (the only ones) a little bit separated from them. But even this separation is dissolving slowly. This is what you feel within. That is why you are so little affected on earth - your antennas are touching the spirit realms and orientate themselves there. There is your concentration and your intention - and attention.
You will experience, that there is indeed great passion there, which is opening up to you - and in you - after you are through with your "transformation-sleep" - soon. Let us talk about this topic (some of my friends also say farewell) at "crystal-public" soon. I have secured you in my heart. Sabine
(id-7.2008)
At the moment I'm somewhat undecided, nothing seems to touch me deep, not even the farewell to my sister, whose remains we left at the cemetery the day before yesterday. Even physically I feel this tender, comfortable feeling, a body which is registering pleasure and pain in a completely different way. Wonderful, combined together with melancholy …. a real glowing passion has been ever so great! In the book of Staprem "The Mental of the Cells" I'm finding a great deal of your statements about our transformation which deepens and confirms my decision to surrender once again (this wouldn't be necessary anymore; it was decided a long time ago! … and never regretted!) Dearest Sabine, I do love you so! Loudspeaker, translator, cleaner, motivator … and never is there a "guileless" feeling with you. I'm simply thankful, that you are playing this role in my life. Love to you, I'm cuddling you, Ines.
Answer
Dear Ines, thank you for your loving words. Your sister has a wonderful message for you: namely that you can also step into the room she is in - but you WITH your body. It is not the room of the dead, as it differed before from the room of spirit, but it is the combined room of the not-embodied, where they have access to each other and with each other. Only we the embodied are (the only ones) a little bit separated from them. But even this separation is dissolving slowly. This is what you feel within. That is why you are so little affected on earth - your antennas are touching the spirit realms and orientate themselves there. There is your concentration and your intention - and attention.
You will experience, that there is indeed great passion there, which is opening up to you - and in you - after you are through with your "transformation-sleep" - soon. Let us talk about this topic (some of my friends also say farewell) at "crystal-public" soon. I have secured you in my heart. Sabine
(id-7.2008)
picture: Ina Scheloske
The beloved drama
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
Hello, dear Sabine! I would love to ask why so crass things happen to me again and again (since my childhood). I thought, at last I have my peace but … I thought finally I have enough money to buy a new massage table (I'm a mobile masseuse) and on the 31st the V-belt tore and the dynamo is kaput. All the money was used up for the car, which I need more urgent for my profession. Just after that, in panic my dog ran away because of the Sylvester bangers and for two hours I had to look for her in despair. Tooth-ace, allergy - no breath, and, and, and.
I cannot guaranty for anything, if this goes on for another year. I'm at the end of my strength. In advance I thank you for taking time answering my question. I wish you and your team a good and eventful new year. Ah, belated for a merry Christmas, with best regards, Gabriele
Answer
Your question "Why does one nightmare chase the other?" is easily answered: "Because you choose and arrange it like that - and because you obviously have a deep inner joy with it".
Indeed: DRAMA was and is for countless many people the only really loved purpose in life, the most loved form of life-theatre. And the stages of your dramatic are endless manifold. You used your spirit strength and power for centuries for endless new productions of dramas, instead of letting them become strong threes of life with rich fruits.
In this time of polarization of powers and of transformation of your life dimensions are these dramas no fun, have no value of entertainment and are no more potential for eye opening, but they simply hurt and bring you in a short time at the boundaries of life and death - and beyond that. They are simply in your way, block your life-breath and strangulate your stream of transformation.
Come to rest and stop putting you under pressure. You dogged yourself into ideas of life, which your ego has (mind, emotions and spiritual ego) and at the same time you disregard your heart-intelligence and spiritual wisdom. You want to control life - and unconsciously you are doing it under the premise, that it is poor, dull and penniless, that you have to tighten your belt in order to be able to extend.
Just in time your old life (car) has died before the transition into the fifth dimension (dynamo kaput) and your dog showed you, what happens when you don't find your truthfulness (to your higher self = richness, joy, free flow) again. Then the old life "chops off" in an uncontrolled way (in this case: unredeemed).
You have everything in yourself what you need to be or to become rich and happy. Read our text to 1:1:1 (under SPECIALS) and do the meditations we gave you in the past weeks or the coming weeks. Retreat from the outside and open up your heart - TO YOURSELF.
On the other hand you should find more than enough material on Kristallmensch-site which gives you answers, if you really want it. Read lecture 14 and work with it. With this a great deal can be cleared. Sending loving regards to you. Sabine
2nd letter
Dear Sabine! Thank you so much! YES, you are right and YES, of course you are right! I love to work a lot with all of those wonderful materials of yours. I'm breathing a lot high and low. I really had the feeling to be there and doing the right thing, but again and again I get thoroughly shaken and start again from the beginning. I'm so tired of this. In your MP3's from the Crystal-day I have found a lot of answers, for example with the Dark Magician (actually I have found myself in everything).
In this life I have chosen a lot of pain and sorrow and although for 15 years I have been active in the ascension-theme, I do not yet manage to be free of drama (your voice sounds in my heart … and I breathe this situation also in.) And the lecture 14 I have bought as a CD at your place. What a "coincidence". Many thanks for your words; I wish you all the best, Gabi.
(id - 7.2008)
Hello, dear Sabine! I would love to ask why so crass things happen to me again and again (since my childhood). I thought, at last I have my peace but … I thought finally I have enough money to buy a new massage table (I'm a mobile masseuse) and on the 31st the V-belt tore and the dynamo is kaput. All the money was used up for the car, which I need more urgent for my profession. Just after that, in panic my dog ran away because of the Sylvester bangers and for two hours I had to look for her in despair. Tooth-ace, allergy - no breath, and, and, and.
I cannot guaranty for anything, if this goes on for another year. I'm at the end of my strength. In advance I thank you for taking time answering my question. I wish you and your team a good and eventful new year. Ah, belated for a merry Christmas, with best regards, Gabriele
Answer
Your question "Why does one nightmare chase the other?" is easily answered: "Because you choose and arrange it like that - and because you obviously have a deep inner joy with it".
Indeed: DRAMA was and is for countless many people the only really loved purpose in life, the most loved form of life-theatre. And the stages of your dramatic are endless manifold. You used your spirit strength and power for centuries for endless new productions of dramas, instead of letting them become strong threes of life with rich fruits.
In this time of polarization of powers and of transformation of your life dimensions are these dramas no fun, have no value of entertainment and are no more potential for eye opening, but they simply hurt and bring you in a short time at the boundaries of life and death - and beyond that. They are simply in your way, block your life-breath and strangulate your stream of transformation.
Come to rest and stop putting you under pressure. You dogged yourself into ideas of life, which your ego has (mind, emotions and spiritual ego) and at the same time you disregard your heart-intelligence and spiritual wisdom. You want to control life - and unconsciously you are doing it under the premise, that it is poor, dull and penniless, that you have to tighten your belt in order to be able to extend.
Just in time your old life (car) has died before the transition into the fifth dimension (dynamo kaput) and your dog showed you, what happens when you don't find your truthfulness (to your higher self = richness, joy, free flow) again. Then the old life "chops off" in an uncontrolled way (in this case: unredeemed).
You have everything in yourself what you need to be or to become rich and happy. Read our text to 1:1:1 (under SPECIALS) and do the meditations we gave you in the past weeks or the coming weeks. Retreat from the outside and open up your heart - TO YOURSELF.
On the other hand you should find more than enough material on Kristallmensch-site which gives you answers, if you really want it. Read lecture 14 and work with it. With this a great deal can be cleared. Sending loving regards to you. Sabine
2nd letter
Dear Sabine! Thank you so much! YES, you are right and YES, of course you are right! I love to work a lot with all of those wonderful materials of yours. I'm breathing a lot high and low. I really had the feeling to be there and doing the right thing, but again and again I get thoroughly shaken and start again from the beginning. I'm so tired of this. In your MP3's from the Crystal-day I have found a lot of answers, for example with the Dark Magician (actually I have found myself in everything).
In this life I have chosen a lot of pain and sorrow and although for 15 years I have been active in the ascension-theme, I do not yet manage to be free of drama (your voice sounds in my heart … and I breathe this situation also in.) And the lecture 14 I have bought as a CD at your place. What a "coincidence". Many thanks for your words; I wish you all the best, Gabi.
(id - 7.2008)
Bild: Kornelia Annen-Plankemann
De-mother - De-daughter
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
1st letter
For some time I am - yes, I believe - sad, because my daughter, now 24 years old cannot really be happy. She is under heavy strain through the feeling not really being on earth - being disconnected.
Of course I know, that this has to do with the energy of the new time and I try not to get into this worries. But I just don't seem to be able to and I wish her so badly to be able to be better involved with earth. If she would read this - she would be very furious. Everything "esoteric" gets to her blood.
I would love to hear or read from you. With loving regards, Christine
1st answer
Dear Christine, if your daughter has chosen not to arrive, not to be happy and not wanting help, then this is her own good right. On principle we do not answer questions for others. Each person is a being of perfect divine nature and with this is protected and sheltered, no matter how the earthly situation is showing. Your sorrow and concern overshadows her field unnecessarily. With this you cause exactly the opposite of what you intend.
The only help you can give to her is this: for the second time cut the cord, discharge her from your motherly feelings, ideas and conditions. Also the hope and subliminal demand, that she should be happy is a spirit-energetic condition which restricts a free development of both involved.
"De-mother" you and "de-daughter" her. Go your own ways, they lead only into your heart and let her go her ways.
Read the lecture 14 (Spiritual Birth) - first of all with your own eyes and later maybe out of her sight without getting newly attached again. There you will see clearly and your trust in the ride of things will grow. I also recommend lecture 20 to you, where we also wrote about the topic of families and children.
Take only care of yourself - loving and consequent. Hearty regards is sending you Sabine
2nd letter
That came real fast! From my heart I thank you for your answer. Since I have found you, I have the feeling that my life's Mandala is a piece more complete.
I would love to ask more questions which are on my mind. But of course I don't want to occupy your time and energy too much. I'm asking another question - and if you have the time - it's not urgent - maybe there is an answer.
I feel a strong urge to travel a lot - to other parts of the world. Is this because a networking, a reconnection is going on? I love to tackle with different sorts of people, to find out how they live and think. I mean I should be able to understand how all people all species are and love them. It is nearly a compulsion - to fly and find somewhere in this world an eye contact full of love. You will understand that I cannot ask this question anywhere else. Please forgive and be thanked.
2nd answer
Your travel urge is no compulsion, but a desire of your heart which from the beginning on was one with all people and beings, countries and worlds before it left them for a long time.
Now time indeed has come to reunite. And here is travelling - and especially when it comes out of this inner wishing of yours - a wonderful opportunity. To travel is to communicate, expansion, opening and contact, pervading and merging.
On the other hand this is of great benefit, because you will be out of the way for your daughter (healthy and supporting!) or do you want to take her with you? Love to you, Sabine
(id - 7.2008)
For some time I am - yes, I believe - sad, because my daughter, now 24 years old cannot really be happy. She is under heavy strain through the feeling not really being on earth - being disconnected.
Of course I know, that this has to do with the energy of the new time and I try not to get into this worries. But I just don't seem to be able to and I wish her so badly to be able to be better involved with earth. If she would read this - she would be very furious. Everything "esoteric" gets to her blood.
I would love to hear or read from you. With loving regards, Christine
1st answer
Dear Christine, if your daughter has chosen not to arrive, not to be happy and not wanting help, then this is her own good right. On principle we do not answer questions for others. Each person is a being of perfect divine nature and with this is protected and sheltered, no matter how the earthly situation is showing. Your sorrow and concern overshadows her field unnecessarily. With this you cause exactly the opposite of what you intend.
The only help you can give to her is this: for the second time cut the cord, discharge her from your motherly feelings, ideas and conditions. Also the hope and subliminal demand, that she should be happy is a spirit-energetic condition which restricts a free development of both involved.
"De-mother" you and "de-daughter" her. Go your own ways, they lead only into your heart and let her go her ways.
Read the lecture 14 (Spiritual Birth) - first of all with your own eyes and later maybe out of her sight without getting newly attached again. There you will see clearly and your trust in the ride of things will grow. I also recommend lecture 20 to you, where we also wrote about the topic of families and children.
Take only care of yourself - loving and consequent. Hearty regards is sending you Sabine
2nd letter
That came real fast! From my heart I thank you for your answer. Since I have found you, I have the feeling that my life's Mandala is a piece more complete.
I would love to ask more questions which are on my mind. But of course I don't want to occupy your time and energy too much. I'm asking another question - and if you have the time - it's not urgent - maybe there is an answer.
I feel a strong urge to travel a lot - to other parts of the world. Is this because a networking, a reconnection is going on? I love to tackle with different sorts of people, to find out how they live and think. I mean I should be able to understand how all people all species are and love them. It is nearly a compulsion - to fly and find somewhere in this world an eye contact full of love. You will understand that I cannot ask this question anywhere else. Please forgive and be thanked.
2nd answer
Your travel urge is no compulsion, but a desire of your heart which from the beginning on was one with all people and beings, countries and worlds before it left them for a long time.
Now time indeed has come to reunite. And here is travelling - and especially when it comes out of this inner wishing of yours - a wonderful opportunity. To travel is to communicate, expansion, opening and contact, pervading and merging.
On the other hand this is of great benefit, because you will be out of the way for your daughter (healthy and supporting!) or do you want to take her with you? Love to you, Sabine
(id - 7.2008)
Picture: Andrea Kemnitzer
Venus connection to raspberry-brandy-landlady
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
We are really concerned about our mother. For about 20 years she has been a chronic pain sufferer, highly depressive and mentally disturbed. In the last years and specially recently she has been leading up to symptoms and conditions that we as family hardly bear to look at (I know, this is all nonsense, but animals you would release from suffering …). So many things we have tried, also numberless alternative methods, but after days or weeks of seemingly improvement the old condition is returning or even worse.
Our mother is (born 1933) traumatized of war, with 12 she left Silesia as a refugee, has lost one brother and the youngest sister in the war, was bombed in Berlin and buried in a cellar, detention camp in Denmark, lost father, with 21 and 22 she had Elke and me, surgery with wrong blood transfusion with nearly death, her mother died of cancer, a third sister was born which died nine months later (mentally retarded because of rhesus-negative).
I know my mother since my earliest childhood (Elke didn't seem to get it) highly hysterical, neurotic, obsessional neurotic, manipulating, suffering, self-sacrificing, aggressive, negative …
The present life-condition she describes like: "raging" solar plexus, totaly not knowing how to cope with anything, highly depressive and vegetating in the TV-chair. In the last two years she has been in psychiatry tree times, the doctors are absolutely baffled. Her religious attitude forbids her only to think about suicide, but she "threatened" the doctors with it. Now we consider a deep hypnotic treatment and she is hopeful. Can you help us with your statement? Greetings from Schwarzwald - Barbara
Answer
About your mother the following came through: she is a being of the Pleiades, who took her way to earth over the gate of planet Mars. She has a deep and tremendous healing power through compassion and sympathy - a feminine power which is unconditional and infinite - just like of Jeanne d'Arc, Florence Nightingale and mother Theresa - but very un-earthly, very alien on earth. In the times of collective crucifixion she wanted to bring this energy to earth - and make it to the energy of the earth (as many others with her). Her spiritual power and intention are very much focussed, that is why she has chosen a birth-time direct with Hitler's seizure of power. This was the time on earth where the deep and gigantic masculine power of war became unconditional and infinite. She is having the counterpart in herself.
She has everything what she needs to get over her traumas: the feminine self-healing-powers and the masculine warrior-power, which fights FOR life. Until now she is hiding her positive warrior-powers, which she brought into a great potential on Mars and brings the aggressive perpetrator-victim-power to the outside. And precise that healing, which only she can give herself, she demands from others. With this she is rejecting both her feminine and her masculine potentials.
Her childhood and all her traumas of these early times where meant for putting down roots of a strong tree, which she intended to plant (with herself) into the earth. The experiences have created the trauma. But there have been other powers that affected sustainability and even deepened the trauma and strengthened it - probably persuasions of others to her, apportioning of blame, demands and condemnations she overtook by herself.
Mars is the planet where our hearts, heart chakras are tied too. He is the gentle warrior - on this planet lives a humanity which already has reached Christ-consciousness. You, dear Barbara, you will know or feel how far you can tell her about these things. Important is: Her solar-plexus-chakra is the sun of the outer light and dark as well as of the astral world (lecture 20). From there, they are many rays and strings which lead into the world and hold her. She is searching on the outside, what she only can find on the inside.
That you have more taken in than Elke is clear, because you have her drama in your own body being her first child. That is why you have a quite different sense for her - and also a trickier position towards her - as Elke.
And now to our tips.
First of all you and Elke can considerably help her in getting aware of your own origin and homeland and open up to this consciousness in your hearts. Just the intention deep out of your hearts spoken is enough. Here there is the speciality that you also come from the Pleiades. However you came through Venus to earth - not least to overtake the relay of your mother, when she cannot go on. On Pleiades you are the sister of your earthly mother and on Venus you are a sister of your earthly sister. That means: You can help your mother by taking over YOUR heir of the Pleiades and Elke Nada can help her by taking over her heir of Venus and with it she supports your heir of Venus.
Venus and Mars are supporting the heart and the epiphysis of human. The present transformation of the epiphysis (lecture 21) means the transformation of the nature of war in the cell of humans. Only this withdraws all the ground to suffer from your mother - this is an act of balance and an attempt to maintain her old life-force, with it the symptoms get worse.
A deep hypnotic treatment could help her to relief the traumas of her childhood (provided that she at all wants too). But parallel to this, we should - you and I - help her to bring the dominating communication of the solar plexus to her heart. You can do this in widening and stabilising yourself in the heart-crystal-breath, then to become one with your mother and in her body carrying out the 12 chakra meditation. Do this totally seven times (with each two to five days in-between) and with the first three times only go till the crown chakra. After the meditation let her gently go by breathing out and let whatever the outcome is be indifferent out of your heart.
I was given the permission to work with her also and will do this in the following 7 days and nights. The following Bach remedies will help her with this transition: 12, 16, 29, and 37. A mixture of these 4 flowers taken in mornings and evenings can help her to carry out this transition into her own responsibility and power on the vital-energetic level.
(id - 27.7.2008)
We are really concerned about our mother. For about 20 years she has been a chronic pain sufferer, highly depressive and mentally disturbed. In the last years and specially recently she has been leading up to symptoms and conditions that we as family hardly bear to look at (I know, this is all nonsense, but animals you would release from suffering …). So many things we have tried, also numberless alternative methods, but after days or weeks of seemingly improvement the old condition is returning or even worse.
Our mother is (born 1933) traumatized of war, with 12 she left Silesia as a refugee, has lost one brother and the youngest sister in the war, was bombed in Berlin and buried in a cellar, detention camp in Denmark, lost father, with 21 and 22 she had Elke and me, surgery with wrong blood transfusion with nearly death, her mother died of cancer, a third sister was born which died nine months later (mentally retarded because of rhesus-negative).
I know my mother since my earliest childhood (Elke didn't seem to get it) highly hysterical, neurotic, obsessional neurotic, manipulating, suffering, self-sacrificing, aggressive, negative …
The present life-condition she describes like: "raging" solar plexus, totaly not knowing how to cope with anything, highly depressive and vegetating in the TV-chair. In the last two years she has been in psychiatry tree times, the doctors are absolutely baffled. Her religious attitude forbids her only to think about suicide, but she "threatened" the doctors with it. Now we consider a deep hypnotic treatment and she is hopeful. Can you help us with your statement? Greetings from Schwarzwald - Barbara
Answer
About your mother the following came through: she is a being of the Pleiades, who took her way to earth over the gate of planet Mars. She has a deep and tremendous healing power through compassion and sympathy - a feminine power which is unconditional and infinite - just like of Jeanne d'Arc, Florence Nightingale and mother Theresa - but very un-earthly, very alien on earth. In the times of collective crucifixion she wanted to bring this energy to earth - and make it to the energy of the earth (as many others with her). Her spiritual power and intention are very much focussed, that is why she has chosen a birth-time direct with Hitler's seizure of power. This was the time on earth where the deep and gigantic masculine power of war became unconditional and infinite. She is having the counterpart in herself.
She has everything what she needs to get over her traumas: the feminine self-healing-powers and the masculine warrior-power, which fights FOR life. Until now she is hiding her positive warrior-powers, which she brought into a great potential on Mars and brings the aggressive perpetrator-victim-power to the outside. And precise that healing, which only she can give herself, she demands from others. With this she is rejecting both her feminine and her masculine potentials.
Her childhood and all her traumas of these early times where meant for putting down roots of a strong tree, which she intended to plant (with herself) into the earth. The experiences have created the trauma. But there have been other powers that affected sustainability and even deepened the trauma and strengthened it - probably persuasions of others to her, apportioning of blame, demands and condemnations she overtook by herself.
Mars is the planet where our hearts, heart chakras are tied too. He is the gentle warrior - on this planet lives a humanity which already has reached Christ-consciousness. You, dear Barbara, you will know or feel how far you can tell her about these things. Important is: Her solar-plexus-chakra is the sun of the outer light and dark as well as of the astral world (lecture 20). From there, they are many rays and strings which lead into the world and hold her. She is searching on the outside, what she only can find on the inside.
That you have more taken in than Elke is clear, because you have her drama in your own body being her first child. That is why you have a quite different sense for her - and also a trickier position towards her - as Elke.
And now to our tips.
First of all you and Elke can considerably help her in getting aware of your own origin and homeland and open up to this consciousness in your hearts. Just the intention deep out of your hearts spoken is enough. Here there is the speciality that you also come from the Pleiades. However you came through Venus to earth - not least to overtake the relay of your mother, when she cannot go on. On Pleiades you are the sister of your earthly mother and on Venus you are a sister of your earthly sister. That means: You can help your mother by taking over YOUR heir of the Pleiades and Elke Nada can help her by taking over her heir of Venus and with it she supports your heir of Venus.
Venus and Mars are supporting the heart and the epiphysis of human. The present transformation of the epiphysis (lecture 21) means the transformation of the nature of war in the cell of humans. Only this withdraws all the ground to suffer from your mother - this is an act of balance and an attempt to maintain her old life-force, with it the symptoms get worse.
A deep hypnotic treatment could help her to relief the traumas of her childhood (provided that she at all wants too). But parallel to this, we should - you and I - help her to bring the dominating communication of the solar plexus to her heart. You can do this in widening and stabilising yourself in the heart-crystal-breath, then to become one with your mother and in her body carrying out the 12 chakra meditation. Do this totally seven times (with each two to five days in-between) and with the first three times only go till the crown chakra. After the meditation let her gently go by breathing out and let whatever the outcome is be indifferent out of your heart.
I was given the permission to work with her also and will do this in the following 7 days and nights. The following Bach remedies will help her with this transition: 12, 16, 29, and 37. A mixture of these 4 flowers taken in mornings and evenings can help her to carry out this transition into her own responsibility and power on the vital-energetic level.
(id - 27.7.2008)
Picture: Andrea Kemnitzer
Venus in need …?
Translation Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
Oh, you ALL are "darlings of gold"!!! Dear Sabine, many loving thanks for your heartening words and your statements (Venus connection to raspberry-brandy-landlady). This is showing a complete different light on the situation - I hardly can take it. By God are WE creative and have such connections. Also thank you for your promised energetic support.
Sabine, somehow I hardly dare to ask your help and orientation. Usually I'm the one, who wants to be big and is managing somehow everything, but I'm totally caught on the broadside. I have the feeling to be in a trial and have to prove myself as a light worker and Kristallmensch with all my knowledge. Sometimes I hardly can cope with my emotions, cannot breathe anymore, but my lovely comrade body gets a multiple sneezing attack and I have to pull the air in and toss it out again in a wide bow, or suddenly I get a dry throat and am coughing like mad. It's fascinating how everything works together.
My topic is that I have lost a lot of money in America through a deception scandal. Due to my divorce I received an amount of money from my husband, which should have been my "pension money". Since 2 ½ years I'm divorced and tried to get established professionally. I didn't come further than a 400 Euro job and didn't find an occupation after 24 years of marriage, as being a mother and family woman I had no professional profile to show.
Was in the telephone-marketing, in field service, as a free redactor of a newspaper or stood as a course instructor of our youth-art-school in the starting hole, at present I'm reorganizing the absolute chaotic household of an architect-family. Economies, cutback of money etc. made an earning impossible or ruined it.
Went through a lot of big and small mental hells and wanted to manage this process with lively skin and consciousness. I with myself alone at home! Through a channelling I was told that painting is my assignment, that I had the capability to paint pictures with heeling-energy/heeling-vibration. And my assignment would be a healing profession. So I let myself into this venture and painted pictures, which where clearly showed to me. In September I have exhibited them at the Kryon-Festival in Rosenheim for me with a wonderful success. The Kryon-school bought 2 paintings and they assured me, that they never before have seen such high energetic paintings. I have learned Magnified-Healing and Cranio-Sacral-Balancing and became Kristallmensch. And have been living on my savings.
That has brought my mind up to madness, but I followed my way, worked on my blockades, did family settings to be able to see and work on my subjects and did all that "esoteric madness" and self-deception as it seems. Through light-friends I found in the finance-branch an interesting investment (of course lightful), which gave me a monthly income to be able to cover the costs of our living. Wonderful, cosmos is nurturing me so I calmly could let myself into me and my processes. In the last one and a half years I have lost together with the costs of divorce, costs of living and money about 100'000 Euro and my mind is crying out just like a mortally wounded animal.
I hardly can calm down; of course I'm reading the lectures about money- and blood-flow etc., I fall to sleep again and again and then I go on. Last weekend I prescribed myself to two days of exile, just alone with me just to see how I can manage. Oh God, my body was a whole battlefield and I had the feeling that legions of warriors, demons and who knows who else did stamp over and through me. I had a lot of ideas how to run away from myself (thought of alcohol, a bridge to jump from etc.) but I got hold of myself. I have, so I think never ever breathed so much (pulled air in) I've been so hype of it and had rosy cheeks.
At present I want to leave my path and work as others in a 3-D eight hours job and earn money. How do I manage this? Something is hindering and tying me up. I have no idea in which direction I should go. Thought that I'm on a good path with myself and serve the purpose of my soul, but why this "PUNISHMENT" (I know this is rubbish). As I am still a person in mind I search on this level for inspiration. Of course I would love to have a ready concept and the best predictions and very fast solutions. Greeting you with over-full heart - "Barbara in mind"
Answer
Dear Barbara, I have read your letter and waited few days to get some information, but it stayed the same that I felt by reading your letter.
Without going into details this means: You are - together with your mother - in a great clearing and awakening process, however you have to allow it to happen. Do not hold the old energies of poverty, misfortune and pain - not in your mind and emotions, not in the intention wanting to work with it and solve it. Look at the past and the events as root-powers, which you have chosen to bring your great spiritual power to earth and to anchor it here.
Don't search your luck, your life and your value in money and share. They are not there. If you orient yourself towards outer money-flow and richness without letting your inner flow and richness flow, you will stumble. If you orientate on your inner gold-flow, then will the outer one be free and grand.
At present what seems to be painful and tight is actually ane inter-dimensional opening-process - directly in your body and life - in favour of your inner richness, which you have brought to earth. Do encourage this process.
Concentrate on the strengthening your axis, do the meditations we have given you in the last months - and will give - sleep and rest a lot and make yourself ready to see the outer things of earthly life from inside out. Simply if you decide it will happen and will develop as knowledge - you always had, which is opening up again after ages. A loving regard to you from Sabine. I will support you in my way.
(id-27.7.08)
Oh, you ALL are "darlings of gold"!!! Dear Sabine, many loving thanks for your heartening words and your statements (Venus connection to raspberry-brandy-landlady). This is showing a complete different light on the situation - I hardly can take it. By God are WE creative and have such connections. Also thank you for your promised energetic support.
Sabine, somehow I hardly dare to ask your help and orientation. Usually I'm the one, who wants to be big and is managing somehow everything, but I'm totally caught on the broadside. I have the feeling to be in a trial and have to prove myself as a light worker and Kristallmensch with all my knowledge. Sometimes I hardly can cope with my emotions, cannot breathe anymore, but my lovely comrade body gets a multiple sneezing attack and I have to pull the air in and toss it out again in a wide bow, or suddenly I get a dry throat and am coughing like mad. It's fascinating how everything works together.
My topic is that I have lost a lot of money in America through a deception scandal. Due to my divorce I received an amount of money from my husband, which should have been my "pension money". Since 2 ½ years I'm divorced and tried to get established professionally. I didn't come further than a 400 Euro job and didn't find an occupation after 24 years of marriage, as being a mother and family woman I had no professional profile to show.
Was in the telephone-marketing, in field service, as a free redactor of a newspaper or stood as a course instructor of our youth-art-school in the starting hole, at present I'm reorganizing the absolute chaotic household of an architect-family. Economies, cutback of money etc. made an earning impossible or ruined it.
Went through a lot of big and small mental hells and wanted to manage this process with lively skin and consciousness. I with myself alone at home! Through a channelling I was told that painting is my assignment, that I had the capability to paint pictures with heeling-energy/heeling-vibration. And my assignment would be a healing profession. So I let myself into this venture and painted pictures, which where clearly showed to me. In September I have exhibited them at the Kryon-Festival in Rosenheim for me with a wonderful success. The Kryon-school bought 2 paintings and they assured me, that they never before have seen such high energetic paintings. I have learned Magnified-Healing and Cranio-Sacral-Balancing and became Kristallmensch. And have been living on my savings.
That has brought my mind up to madness, but I followed my way, worked on my blockades, did family settings to be able to see and work on my subjects and did all that "esoteric madness" and self-deception as it seems. Through light-friends I found in the finance-branch an interesting investment (of course lightful), which gave me a monthly income to be able to cover the costs of our living. Wonderful, cosmos is nurturing me so I calmly could let myself into me and my processes. In the last one and a half years I have lost together with the costs of divorce, costs of living and money about 100'000 Euro and my mind is crying out just like a mortally wounded animal.
I hardly can calm down; of course I'm reading the lectures about money- and blood-flow etc., I fall to sleep again and again and then I go on. Last weekend I prescribed myself to two days of exile, just alone with me just to see how I can manage. Oh God, my body was a whole battlefield and I had the feeling that legions of warriors, demons and who knows who else did stamp over and through me. I had a lot of ideas how to run away from myself (thought of alcohol, a bridge to jump from etc.) but I got hold of myself. I have, so I think never ever breathed so much (pulled air in) I've been so hype of it and had rosy cheeks.
At present I want to leave my path and work as others in a 3-D eight hours job and earn money. How do I manage this? Something is hindering and tying me up. I have no idea in which direction I should go. Thought that I'm on a good path with myself and serve the purpose of my soul, but why this "PUNISHMENT" (I know this is rubbish). As I am still a person in mind I search on this level for inspiration. Of course I would love to have a ready concept and the best predictions and very fast solutions. Greeting you with over-full heart - "Barbara in mind"
Answer
Dear Barbara, I have read your letter and waited few days to get some information, but it stayed the same that I felt by reading your letter.
Without going into details this means: You are - together with your mother - in a great clearing and awakening process, however you have to allow it to happen. Do not hold the old energies of poverty, misfortune and pain - not in your mind and emotions, not in the intention wanting to work with it and solve it. Look at the past and the events as root-powers, which you have chosen to bring your great spiritual power to earth and to anchor it here.
Don't search your luck, your life and your value in money and share. They are not there. If you orient yourself towards outer money-flow and richness without letting your inner flow and richness flow, you will stumble. If you orientate on your inner gold-flow, then will the outer one be free and grand.
At present what seems to be painful and tight is actually ane inter-dimensional opening-process - directly in your body and life - in favour of your inner richness, which you have brought to earth. Do encourage this process.
Concentrate on the strengthening your axis, do the meditations we have given you in the last months - and will give - sleep and rest a lot and make yourself ready to see the outer things of earthly life from inside out. Simply if you decide it will happen and will develop as knowledge - you always had, which is opening up again after ages. A loving regard to you from Sabine. I will support you in my way.
(id-27.7.08)
picture: Korneia Annen-Plankemann
Inner honesty
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
Last week I have been with you. You have told me that my spine will be completely changed … what kind of outcome have I to expect or what is the benefit of it? The day before yesterday I had a very strong connection to Lord Maitreya … am I getting totally crazy - or what can I do with this energy at all? I mean - I am really very quick and totally flexible and most of all energetic rather cool - I suppose so … now I would like to know what I can achieve with him in tow?
Then - something else, rather stupid: in sleep someone was constantly calling me very loud (sounded weird). Who was this then? In what kind of rooms do I stumble in? And for what good is this? Short and meagre, all this I would like to know. I'm sending crystalline greetings to Wennigsen and to all diamonds. Again it has been unique good with you! I could get used to it. But all those who stick you trough out, don't you?
Answer
Nobody has Lord Maitreya in tow. If only you would for once be aware of the grandeur, gentleness and power, love and unshakeable consequence which this being is radiating, you would not talk about him in such way. He is no "energy" but the head of all spiritual and divine intelligence who guide planet earth and its cosmos - a cosmic father and mother in one.
What the operation on your spine will bring nobody knows in advance, but one is certain: she will renew your inner honesty, your spirit straightness and strengthen it and redeem gently this being of misanthropy. For there is a deep contempt towards yourself which is emitting out of your words about Maitreya
You don’t "tumble into rooms" but slowly start to rise out of those marshes where there was no other than tumbling and blind drifting. Decide to have a sincere respect and love towards yourself - this will clear your frequencies to the connection of the spirit worlds and you will find all the answers to your questions.
(id - 27.7.2008)
Last week I have been with you. You have told me that my spine will be completely changed … what kind of outcome have I to expect or what is the benefit of it? The day before yesterday I had a very strong connection to Lord Maitreya … am I getting totally crazy - or what can I do with this energy at all? I mean - I am really very quick and totally flexible and most of all energetic rather cool - I suppose so … now I would like to know what I can achieve with him in tow?
Then - something else, rather stupid: in sleep someone was constantly calling me very loud (sounded weird). Who was this then? In what kind of rooms do I stumble in? And for what good is this? Short and meagre, all this I would like to know. I'm sending crystalline greetings to Wennigsen and to all diamonds. Again it has been unique good with you! I could get used to it. But all those who stick you trough out, don't you?
Answer
Nobody has Lord Maitreya in tow. If only you would for once be aware of the grandeur, gentleness and power, love and unshakeable consequence which this being is radiating, you would not talk about him in such way. He is no "energy" but the head of all spiritual and divine intelligence who guide planet earth and its cosmos - a cosmic father and mother in one.
What the operation on your spine will bring nobody knows in advance, but one is certain: she will renew your inner honesty, your spirit straightness and strengthen it and redeem gently this being of misanthropy. For there is a deep contempt towards yourself which is emitting out of your words about Maitreya
You don’t "tumble into rooms" but slowly start to rise out of those marshes where there was no other than tumbling and blind drifting. Decide to have a sincere respect and love towards yourself - this will clear your frequencies to the connection of the spirit worlds and you will find all the answers to your questions.
(id - 27.7.2008)
Picture: Andrea Kemnitzer
Quantum Essence
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
Good morning Sabine, should I not make it (first of all the one of healthiness … but also my effort to become more vital and youthful the older I get to be able to bring hope to people … it is paradox, I know!!!).
Someday if I could manage to get the money … would for example be quantum essence (Licita Geppert) something for me? Loving greetings from Sylke … and THANK YOU!!!
Answer
Dear Sylke, I am often asked about the quantum essence. Today it is Maria who wants to say something to this topic.
In principle the quantum essence reacts as all other substances (including food, medication and Bach remedies): they have an "outer potential" that can help you to activate your inner potential. Though the potential is inherent to the substance, but for all of you it is an external that you take in.
Each and every substance belongs to a certain step of your inner development and can help to open the door to the next higher step of development. However this door is an INTERNAL one. It is - as all doors of your descent and ascent - within your hearts.
It can be helpful to take substances, when the own willpower and consciousness is not enough to reach the inner door - when this is due.
It can be useless or even contra productive to take substances because the hope for its effectiveness strengthens the power of self-doubt and with this it separates you from your inner light and ignores your own willpower and consciousness - and with this it ties up your hole spiritual-energetic structure.
Out of your heart each one of you can decide if and what you should take. Ask your self the question: does my heart really want this outer help? Does my consciousness need this substance to open up? Is this opening necessary now? Can I reach it some other way - without matter? Now don't ask your mind but your heart. It will give you precise answers.
In the old phase of evolution it belonged to survival that the human body was tied to substances (food, drink, medication and so on). The deeper you walked the harder, the more solid and tougher your bodies and substances got. And of course with the starting of ascension your substances became more refined, more delicate, lighter, more ethereal and more effective as your once restricted body and consciousness structure opened up again.
Substances (essences and all kind of goods) are part of your powerlessness and power, part of your wealth and your poverty, part of your mortality and immortality.
- During your powerlessness these substances had power over you - and with it all those people, who gave and sold it to you - or took away or robbed it from you.
- During your inner spiritual poverty the outer substances where your wealth, which gave you as well dignity and reputation, as self-confidence and creativity. For this wealth you have fought, killed and died.
- As long as you where mortal these substances kept the remembrance of immortality awake in you. With each taking they have given you the promise of life and with each death in one way cancelled and in the other redeemed it.
All vows are tied to substances, in lecture 4 "The Atlantic Inheritance" we talked about this: the vow of poverty and commerce and the vow of the warrior - as well as all vows of healthiness and welfare, the one of development and fulfilment in today's life.
In this time of your transformation substances of course do develop - as we could say - a life of their own. Just like you they also are changing. Deepest, most solid and toughest mater is standing opposite to most delicate ethereal essences. This is the polarisation of your powers: deepest darkness is standing opposite to highest light and you all don't know for which to decide.
You bound your consciousness to substances: the descent into unfathomable depths of not-being which you call life which was ILLUSION for ages. Substances did help you in the transition, in the time of your awakening.
But now the time of insubstantial, immaterial wisdom and power begins, where all essences of the planet, cosmos and galaxies you can open up and activate in you. Again the way leads here through the door of your hearts.
In the coming New Times you don't have to spend money to get rich, nor swallow essences to develop further on. Whether you want to take this SIMPLE PATH now or the more complicated but familiar one for some time, this you decide yourself - out of your heart.
Your inner potentials you open up and activate through your will, your breath and your love. This is why we gave you our messages which you call "meditations". Therefore we invite you into our worlds to exchange and dance with you - which you call "healing sleep" or "dream".
We honour the way of substances and essences as well as the immaterial way in matter. Because both ways have found a path through the impenetrable grey of times and rooms, and the one which we called ILLUSION made it into NEW LIFE. We bow before you - totally indifferent what you decide or do.
I AM Maria,
mother of all children who have moved out to become mothers and fathers
of the lost sons and daughters.
I am Maria
- the essence of your breath, spirit and body.
Letter from Monika
Dear Sabine, I wanted to tell you, that you don't swallow quantum essence but it gets personalized with 2-3 drop of blood - that's all. Then it should - on whatever level - be helpful. I just wanted to tell you this, after I've read Maria's answer to Sylke's question. Again I thank you for all your work for us all! I love you. Monika
Answer
Dear Monika, many thanks for your hint. Such details the spirits don’t comment in generally. But the essence of the answer stays the essence of the spirit which is effective. All the best and love to you. Sabine
(id - 27.7.2008)
Good morning Sabine, should I not make it (first of all the one of healthiness … but also my effort to become more vital and youthful the older I get to be able to bring hope to people … it is paradox, I know!!!).
Someday if I could manage to get the money … would for example be quantum essence (Licita Geppert) something for me? Loving greetings from Sylke … and THANK YOU!!!
Answer
Dear Sylke, I am often asked about the quantum essence. Today it is Maria who wants to say something to this topic.
In principle the quantum essence reacts as all other substances (including food, medication and Bach remedies): they have an "outer potential" that can help you to activate your inner potential. Though the potential is inherent to the substance, but for all of you it is an external that you take in.
Each and every substance belongs to a certain step of your inner development and can help to open the door to the next higher step of development. However this door is an INTERNAL one. It is - as all doors of your descent and ascent - within your hearts.
It can be helpful to take substances, when the own willpower and consciousness is not enough to reach the inner door - when this is due.
It can be useless or even contra productive to take substances because the hope for its effectiveness strengthens the power of self-doubt and with this it separates you from your inner light and ignores your own willpower and consciousness - and with this it ties up your hole spiritual-energetic structure.
Out of your heart each one of you can decide if and what you should take. Ask your self the question: does my heart really want this outer help? Does my consciousness need this substance to open up? Is this opening necessary now? Can I reach it some other way - without matter? Now don't ask your mind but your heart. It will give you precise answers.
In the old phase of evolution it belonged to survival that the human body was tied to substances (food, drink, medication and so on). The deeper you walked the harder, the more solid and tougher your bodies and substances got. And of course with the starting of ascension your substances became more refined, more delicate, lighter, more ethereal and more effective as your once restricted body and consciousness structure opened up again.
Substances (essences and all kind of goods) are part of your powerlessness and power, part of your wealth and your poverty, part of your mortality and immortality.
- During your powerlessness these substances had power over you - and with it all those people, who gave and sold it to you - or took away or robbed it from you.
- During your inner spiritual poverty the outer substances where your wealth, which gave you as well dignity and reputation, as self-confidence and creativity. For this wealth you have fought, killed and died.
- As long as you where mortal these substances kept the remembrance of immortality awake in you. With each taking they have given you the promise of life and with each death in one way cancelled and in the other redeemed it.
All vows are tied to substances, in lecture 4 "The Atlantic Inheritance" we talked about this: the vow of poverty and commerce and the vow of the warrior - as well as all vows of healthiness and welfare, the one of development and fulfilment in today's life.
In this time of your transformation substances of course do develop - as we could say - a life of their own. Just like you they also are changing. Deepest, most solid and toughest mater is standing opposite to most delicate ethereal essences. This is the polarisation of your powers: deepest darkness is standing opposite to highest light and you all don't know for which to decide.
You bound your consciousness to substances: the descent into unfathomable depths of not-being which you call life which was ILLUSION for ages. Substances did help you in the transition, in the time of your awakening.
But now the time of insubstantial, immaterial wisdom and power begins, where all essences of the planet, cosmos and galaxies you can open up and activate in you. Again the way leads here through the door of your hearts.
In the coming New Times you don't have to spend money to get rich, nor swallow essences to develop further on. Whether you want to take this SIMPLE PATH now or the more complicated but familiar one for some time, this you decide yourself - out of your heart.
Your inner potentials you open up and activate through your will, your breath and your love. This is why we gave you our messages which you call "meditations". Therefore we invite you into our worlds to exchange and dance with you - which you call "healing sleep" or "dream".
We honour the way of substances and essences as well as the immaterial way in matter. Because both ways have found a path through the impenetrable grey of times and rooms, and the one which we called ILLUSION made it into NEW LIFE. We bow before you - totally indifferent what you decide or do.
I AM Maria,
mother of all children who have moved out to become mothers and fathers
of the lost sons and daughters.
I am Maria
- the essence of your breath, spirit and body.
Letter from Monika
Dear Sabine, I wanted to tell you, that you don't swallow quantum essence but it gets personalized with 2-3 drop of blood - that's all. Then it should - on whatever level - be helpful. I just wanted to tell you this, after I've read Maria's answer to Sylke's question. Again I thank you for all your work for us all! I love you. Monika
Answer
Dear Monika, many thanks for your hint. Such details the spirits don’t comment in generally. But the essence of the answer stays the essence of the spirit which is effective. All the best and love to you. Sabine
(id - 27.7.2008)
Birgit Wilk: crystaline struktures
narrow and oppressive
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
Dear Sabine, in October 2007 I have signed up for a trade as I'm making necklaces with mineral-stones. At the same time the previous tenant of my flat pointed out to me that it would be nice to rent the granny annexe as a shop. Surprised I was, because the flat is let and the tenant didn't have in mind to move out. But the seed was laid and a wonderful joy overcame me to be allowed to work in these rooms. A feeling as if it already had happened. I told the owner, that I'm interested to hire this flat, if the present tenant would move out, he was surprised. It took 4 weeks and the tenant gave in his notice. In my mind I have already furnished it just like a room in a castle. Everything was doing fine.
And now, as the rooms are empty nothing seems to fit. Everything is heavy and tough. The flooring doesn't go with the furniture I wanted. At the fair I didn't get what I had in mind. And, and, and. Nothing is moving forward. This makes me heavy. Why? Are these energies of my old patterns - you won't have any success - don't spend too much money, if it doesn't work - or do I want to have a too nice surrounding when I work there - oh; Sabine with what do I hinder myself? I really look forward to sit there and do nice necklaces. There should be an old sofa and a coffee-machine where people feel good, where talks can happen. The name of my firm is "Timeless" this was given me by the spirit world. Do you have me a little help? All the love to you and your team. Corinna
Answer
Dear Corinna, whenever you leave a place and step into a new one, the place will have some demands on you: the old place you leave wants to be cleaned and cleared to be able to receive and support new life, new inhabitants. And also the new place wants to be cleaned and cleared to be able to receive and support you in their full potential. There are very few people who are conscious of this. But those are able to clean these places. Now, simply that I told you this, you know and can do it.
Yes, there are also your old believe patterns, which are challenging you to accept them in love at last and then they can transform. On the other hand are these energies of the pre-pre-pre-tenants which they have left you, these are also heavy, morose and locked up and now dance and build up together with yours.
This is an act of balance which automatically occurs when a very light spirit is stepping into a gloomy surrounding. This heaviness is always showing to call our attention - because she wants to be redeemed. She is communicating with us in the possible language of heaviness and tenacity, but her message is "Redeem me of my duty in your realms. Redeem me of you and you from me. With pleasure I will go back into the free cosmic flow of fancy-free energies, because there is my home."
Without doubt you have the ability to redeem them. Easily you can clean and clear the room and the surroundings, change the dark closed magnetic field into a sparkling spirit-electrical light-field, which will open your ways of communication to and from the world to you. That is why the ways to this place have cleared the path so quickly. Now is not the time to despair but to be courageous, determined and joyful to go on - to radiate your hearts love so much into the rooms, the house and the city that the "roofs are raising there". Imagine that your shop is the centre of a light-field which illuminates the whole city and the land. And as you decide, it will happen.
For this use the "heart-crystal-breath" and erect a "light-column" over the house and the surroundings. When you do this I will be with and helping you in spirit.
Loving regards Sabine
Dear Sabine, in October 2007 I have signed up for a trade as I'm making necklaces with mineral-stones. At the same time the previous tenant of my flat pointed out to me that it would be nice to rent the granny annexe as a shop. Surprised I was, because the flat is let and the tenant didn't have in mind to move out. But the seed was laid and a wonderful joy overcame me to be allowed to work in these rooms. A feeling as if it already had happened. I told the owner, that I'm interested to hire this flat, if the present tenant would move out, he was surprised. It took 4 weeks and the tenant gave in his notice. In my mind I have already furnished it just like a room in a castle. Everything was doing fine.
And now, as the rooms are empty nothing seems to fit. Everything is heavy and tough. The flooring doesn't go with the furniture I wanted. At the fair I didn't get what I had in mind. And, and, and. Nothing is moving forward. This makes me heavy. Why? Are these energies of my old patterns - you won't have any success - don't spend too much money, if it doesn't work - or do I want to have a too nice surrounding when I work there - oh; Sabine with what do I hinder myself? I really look forward to sit there and do nice necklaces. There should be an old sofa and a coffee-machine where people feel good, where talks can happen. The name of my firm is "Timeless" this was given me by the spirit world. Do you have me a little help? All the love to you and your team. Corinna
Answer
Dear Corinna, whenever you leave a place and step into a new one, the place will have some demands on you: the old place you leave wants to be cleaned and cleared to be able to receive and support new life, new inhabitants. And also the new place wants to be cleaned and cleared to be able to receive and support you in their full potential. There are very few people who are conscious of this. But those are able to clean these places. Now, simply that I told you this, you know and can do it.
Yes, there are also your old believe patterns, which are challenging you to accept them in love at last and then they can transform. On the other hand are these energies of the pre-pre-pre-tenants which they have left you, these are also heavy, morose and locked up and now dance and build up together with yours.
This is an act of balance which automatically occurs when a very light spirit is stepping into a gloomy surrounding. This heaviness is always showing to call our attention - because she wants to be redeemed. She is communicating with us in the possible language of heaviness and tenacity, but her message is "Redeem me of my duty in your realms. Redeem me of you and you from me. With pleasure I will go back into the free cosmic flow of fancy-free energies, because there is my home."
Without doubt you have the ability to redeem them. Easily you can clean and clear the room and the surroundings, change the dark closed magnetic field into a sparkling spirit-electrical light-field, which will open your ways of communication to and from the world to you. That is why the ways to this place have cleared the path so quickly. Now is not the time to despair but to be courageous, determined and joyful to go on - to radiate your hearts love so much into the rooms, the house and the city that the "roofs are raising there". Imagine that your shop is the centre of a light-field which illuminates the whole city and the land. And as you decide, it will happen.
For this use the "heart-crystal-breath" and erect a "light-column" over the house and the surroundings. When you do this I will be with and helping you in spirit.
Loving regards Sabine
http://www.kristallmensch.net/heart-crystal-breath.html
(id - 27.7.2008)
Zsuzsanna Schrag: Touch
Conditions for help
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
(in this case the name is altered)
Hello Sabine. On other pages is always talked of money first. I would love to give an exchange for your advice, with you I feel somehow better as with the others who put the filthy lucre first … please don't hesitate if you want to get paid for your time …
I would like to know more about the conditions, which enable you to help me. I have already started with the "dairy of the dark" but somehow I have got stuck. I have started to communicate with something that I cannot explain or put in order.
At the same time I have found a strong feeling of love in me and would like to know how I can work more on this. In the coming times my life will change very much and I would love to know more about the powers which are in and surrounding me, to be able to communicate with them.
I would like to write more in detail and will do this if you give me your approval. But I'm a little bit afraid not to be able to write as freely as I intend too, because of the data storage. Could I send a letter? Many greetings Frederik
(in this case the name is altered)
Hello Sabine. On other pages is always talked of money first. I would love to give an exchange for your advice, with you I feel somehow better as with the others who put the filthy lucre first … please don't hesitate if you want to get paid for your time …
I would like to know more about the conditions, which enable you to help me. I have already started with the "dairy of the dark" but somehow I have got stuck. I have started to communicate with something that I cannot explain or put in order.
At the same time I have found a strong feeling of love in me and would like to know how I can work more on this. In the coming times my life will change very much and I would love to know more about the powers which are in and surrounding me, to be able to communicate with them.
I would like to write more in detail and will do this if you give me your approval. But I'm a little bit afraid not to be able to write as freely as I intend too, because of the data storage. Could I send a letter? Many greetings Frederik
Answer
Dear Frederik, the love that wants to awake in you is free of fear about data storage, free of disrespectfulness towards money flow ("filthy lucre") and free of hesitancy towards questions or asking for help. This love does not take responsibility for others ("don't hesitate if you want to get paid for your time". No I don't do that. Actually I'm free in my decisions).
The conditions which allow me to help you are easy to describe:
If you are open and really want some help then with this you delegate for me alone a spiritual mandate. Then I receive an access to your higher and lower-consciousness, your light and dark divine self and to all spiritual beings of the light and dark spheres who are connected to your present situation.
Your - restricted - human consciousness is asking the question and describes the problem. Your sub-consciousness or dark divine self is answering by telling the cause of the problem and claiming for the solution. Your higher consciousness or light divine self is completing the answer in revealing the solution and gives all powers of support at disposal.
Now, I hear (or see) simply all three. However only then when you are really open and consequent - and this you are not at present time. I will not write a letter to you only will answer per Email.
Fears and secretiveness are tight magnetic forms of energy which attract exactly that what you want to protect yourself from. The waking love in you is a great spiritual-electric flame which is burning such low energies and creates great clearness, power and expansion. And of course you cannot "work" on this love. It is enough when you open up yourself to it and risk the extinguishing of your life's arrogance.
Listen to the audio recordings of 3rd Crystal days at Lichtpunkt (only German) specially "Death of the rat", "Sniper", "Dark magician and ecofreak" (or read the text in the PDF-data). There you will find things which will help you. Get in touch when you have decided to be unconditionally open.
Hearty greetings, Sabine
(ID-2.8.08)
Dear Frederik, the love that wants to awake in you is free of fear about data storage, free of disrespectfulness towards money flow ("filthy lucre") and free of hesitancy towards questions or asking for help. This love does not take responsibility for others ("don't hesitate if you want to get paid for your time". No I don't do that. Actually I'm free in my decisions).
The conditions which allow me to help you are easy to describe:
If you are open and really want some help then with this you delegate for me alone a spiritual mandate. Then I receive an access to your higher and lower-consciousness, your light and dark divine self and to all spiritual beings of the light and dark spheres who are connected to your present situation.
Your - restricted - human consciousness is asking the question and describes the problem. Your sub-consciousness or dark divine self is answering by telling the cause of the problem and claiming for the solution. Your higher consciousness or light divine self is completing the answer in revealing the solution and gives all powers of support at disposal.
Now, I hear (or see) simply all three. However only then when you are really open and consequent - and this you are not at present time. I will not write a letter to you only will answer per Email.
Fears and secretiveness are tight magnetic forms of energy which attract exactly that what you want to protect yourself from. The waking love in you is a great spiritual-electric flame which is burning such low energies and creates great clearness, power and expansion. And of course you cannot "work" on this love. It is enough when you open up yourself to it and risk the extinguishing of your life's arrogance.
Listen to the audio recordings of 3rd Crystal days at Lichtpunkt (only German) specially "Death of the rat", "Sniper", "Dark magician and ecofreak" (or read the text in the PDF-data). There you will find things which will help you. Get in touch when you have decided to be unconditionally open.
Hearty greetings, Sabine
(ID-2.8.08)
Birgit Wilk: Merging of Heaven and Earth
The boring husband
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
With this "boring husband" and his wife, a totally lovely couple am I Sabine over a long period friend with, that is why I have allowed myself to be more cheeky - although with respect and love (oh ye!)
1st letter
Dear Sabine, first of all thank you for the newest Audio publications. While listening (especially the dark magician) some things got clearer even tough there is still some mist around me. Since the meeting in Austria my situation of order came nearly to a standstill.
With this I had a lot of time to sort out (even in my office) and to chuck away. At the turn of the year I had the feeling that this year we again will come to a meeting or seminar. In the last three weeks this feeling got stronger, but to me it became crystal clear, that I want to undertake something for me because often it has been that I just "came along".
Even if I have the trust, that already many orders are at the doorstep and I only have to open up that door and also that this year will financially be a strong one, I want to ask you to give me some hints how I can find and solve my knots to get into the river of "flowing". Loving regards, Hartmut
Answer
Dear Hartmut, there is ONE workshop, where you cannot "come along" but have to come alone. This topic goes the whole hog and it's exactly your topic: "Male Sexuality".
It is not about having trust or not in you anymore. This is an old discipline which by the time turned to spiritual-cliché behind which again a lot of substantial can be hidden. It is all about to perceive yourself as the one who you REALLY are - and allow this perception to get so great, that this forever trudging along humdrum husband and half-spiritual businessman is swept out of your life.
"Your" knots you will find out only then, when you are in free flowing. And I'll be darned telling them to you in beforehand. Then you surely would find some (secret mind-controlling) spiritual methods to get hold of, to control and manage to take these knots on to a "next higher" level. In this beginning cycle it's not about some little knots in our lives but the entirety, Hartmut.
You have, as lot of domestic-boring men, great pain and a big charisma in yourself and have both hidden and befuddled it, as all other men also.
The workshop "Male Sexuality" serves the purpose to set free the male charisma and its power - to bring this to a new radiation with this you can easily attract and give everything that you want to receive and give. We will work with techniques of the old Egyptian priests and Gods merged with new galactic energies - to wake you up and to remind you of YOURSELVES.
It is not about having trust or not in you anymore. This is an old discipline which by the time turned to spiritual-cliché behind which again a lot of substantial can be hidden. It is all about to perceive yourself as the one who you REALLY are - and allow this perception to get so great, that this forever trudging along humdrum husband and half-spiritual businessman is swept out of your life.
"Your" knots you will find out only then, when you are in free flowing. And I'll be darned telling them to you in beforehand. Then you surely would find some (secret mind-controlling) spiritual methods to get hold of, to control and manage to take these knots on to a "next higher" level. In this beginning cycle it's not about some little knots in our lives but the entirety, Hartmut.
You have, as lot of domestic-boring men, great pain and a big charisma in yourself and have both hidden and befuddled it, as all other men also.
The workshop "Male Sexuality" serves the purpose to set free the male charisma and its power - to bring this to a new radiation with this you can easily attract and give everything that you want to receive and give. We will work with techniques of the old Egyptian priests and Gods merged with new galactic energies - to wake you up and to remind you of YOURSELVES.
Simply decide to participate. This is the only hint I have for you here and now. Is this a surprise? No, not really, isn't it? I'm sending love from my heart. Sabine
2nd letter
Dear Sabine, thank you. It's really no surprise. Loving regards Hartmut
2nd letter
Dear Sabine, thank you. It's really no surprise. Loving regards Hartmut
(id - 2.8.08)
Bild: Ina Scheloske
Who gave answer?
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
Dear Sabine, full of joy I have read and remembered all the contributions from the 3rd Crystal seminar. It is a pity that I cannot see who gave the answers, you or the "others". Of course it interests me most who answered me. Please tell me this. Thank you. Loving regards from Heidi.
Answer
Dear Heidi, why is it important to you to know WHO gave the answers? Don't you take ME seriously? Aren't you aware that ALL speak through me according to the topic?
I'm indifferent about WHO is talking and that is why ALL can talk through me. I don't make stipulations and I don't feel being guided, led - or separated from anyone.
I even could ask you: don't take YOURSELF serious? Aren't you aware, that ALL could speak through you according to the topic? Be indifferent of WHO is talking and so ALL can talk through you. Don't have stipulations und don't feel separated from anyone.
We are in transition of completely merging with all beings. In these times we cannot know WHO is talking - or vice versa: In this time we should be certain that WE OURSELF are talking.
Would I insist to one or the other being, would none of them talk through me. It is their decision if they directly let themselves known or not - and if not they have good reasons which WE must detect. This always concerns our consciousness and our will.
There have been times when I exactly new who is talking - and had only contact with this being. These were phases of learning and opening up of my consciousness. Have I been open to the corresponding topic did the being draw back - or said better: got so one with me, that I could not feel it as an independent being. Then the next phase came, the next being and the next merging.
At the end of these phases I'm open, have all topics and beings in me - and me ALONE is left, no one who is talking to me. Is this frustrating? Only for that one who feels separated and still looks for approval on the outside, even if the "outside" is the spiritual world.
Loving regards to you from … um … mm … Sabine
(At least 723 beings have been writing this answer)At the end of these phases I'm open, have all topics and beings in me - and me ALONE is left, no one who is talking to me. Is this frustrating? Only for that one who feels separated and still looks for approval on the outside, even if the "outside" is the spiritual world.
Loving regards to you from … um … mm … Sabine
(id - 2.8.08)
Barbara Honer: Unicorn
The wound of Osiris
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
Dear Sabine, I'm getting to the point. After having read several questions and your answers in the internet, I'm writing to you because I find my situation completely different from all the others. Everything what happens on the outside I find pleasant or are o.k. for me. Everything outside I'm accepting: It is as it is, I feel at home in the cosmic order and in balance with earth. Many things are developing even promising. My dreams start to come true. I am absolute healthy and live everyday in abundance.
But: In my attention I'm more and more in my heart and there I feel diffused fears.
I cannot alter these feelings, breathing deeply doesn’t help either I simply accept them. On the long range this is not so good. When I focus on the outside everything is all right again. What is happening here? Love and all the best from Jürgen (and Johanna) from Berlin.
Answer
Now, dear Jürgen. What is happening here? The answer is very simple: There is an old spear in your heart. Let me Tobias give you this second last answer in January (and hope that we won't make Heidi mad with it).
Let us go back a bit because this point is not only for you meaningful but for the masculine (and in following also for the feminine) world.
Sensitive and intelligent, determined and pragmatic - as you are, have created yourself a spiritual-daily situation which is binding your life harmonically into the coming and going of the world - into the river of change and changing of life. The power of your will and of your vision is big enough to create a joyful fulfilling and promising situation for yourself. The only little blemish, that this is an outside situation - even which this outside reaches into your body and (still) keeps it in good health.
But: In my attention I'm more and more in my heart and there I feel diffused fears.
I cannot alter these feelings, breathing deeply doesn’t help either I simply accept them. On the long range this is not so good. When I focus on the outside everything is all right again. What is happening here? Love and all the best from Jürgen (and Johanna) from Berlin.
Answer
Now, dear Jürgen. What is happening here? The answer is very simple: There is an old spear in your heart. Let me Tobias give you this second last answer in January (and hope that we won't make Heidi mad with it).
Let us go back a bit because this point is not only for you meaningful but for the masculine (and in following also for the feminine) world.
Sensitive and intelligent, determined and pragmatic - as you are, have created yourself a spiritual-daily situation which is binding your life harmonically into the coming and going of the world - into the river of change and changing of life. The power of your will and of your vision is big enough to create a joyful fulfilling and promising situation for yourself. The only little blemish, that this is an outside situation - even which this outside reaches into your body and (still) keeps it in good health.
You are - different than all these softies and boring types (broad grin) - a rather pithy type, masculine austere, determined and clear - not at all boring - at the same time gentle and loving enough that your surrounding endures you (again grinning). Your will is not easy to break, your self-confidence is not so easy to shatter. So far, so good.
So, what is happening here?
Now it's the same as with all men of the world in this time - and also with all women. But let us stay with men. Everybody is feeling what is happening here in his own way and articulates it - or not. But let us stay with you: There is an old wound in your life - an ancient wound, so old that we cannot say which the older one is: she or the body she is in. With each incarnation when you have chosen a masculine body she burst open and got deeper.
And now she wants to heal. And she will heal - by all means, no matter if you die on it or not. This wound was struck by the spear, the masculine procreation member.
By leaving oneness you divided the powers between you and at the same time bound yourself indissoluble together: The male should carry the spear and strike the wounds but not be able to heal himself. The male should descend and create the world, but not be able to ascend and to transform the world. The male should carry power and the female love.
So, what is happening here?
Now it's the same as with all men of the world in this time - and also with all women. But let us stay with men. Everybody is feeling what is happening here in his own way and articulates it - or not. But let us stay with you: There is an old wound in your life - an ancient wound, so old that we cannot say which the older one is: she or the body she is in. With each incarnation when you have chosen a masculine body she burst open and got deeper.
And now she wants to heal. And she will heal - by all means, no matter if you die on it or not. This wound was struck by the spear, the masculine procreation member.
By leaving oneness you divided the powers between you and at the same time bound yourself indissoluble together: The male should carry the spear and strike the wounds but not be able to heal himself. The male should descend and create the world, but not be able to ascend and to transform the world. The male should carry power and the female love.
The male body should carry the pain of separation and forlornness while the balm lies within the female body. The male should feel locked out of life deep in his heart but jet with his spear, the procreation member, again and again he created new life in peace and war, in yearning and aggression, in honouring the female and in subjugation of her. The male body was not blessed to find fulfilling but damned to create life. From age to age the new life became more solid and brittle, harder and more inexorable, more masculine and more warlike.
The female in her body should carry all that the male didn't have. The female body stored always the whole energy of the ascension, of healing, of comfort, of forgiveness and of transformation - yes even the energy of complete fulfilment in life.
Over many cycles of life you have separated and tied yourself from and to each other, have been desperate, have humiliated the women of the world just for getting from them what you needed - according to your male-ruling-warlike nature - yet you have starved on her bosom.
Even if you have subjugated and ruled over them but you have been emotionally, vital-energetic and evolutionary dependent upon their bodies, their tenderness and loving ability. For ages this option has been a matrix of twin-soul-community in your bodies which you couldn't escape from. This matrix brought about that the male in their reign over female have subjugated their own feminine powers in their masculine bodies - their own feminine twin soul, the half of their own life. The wound of Osiris lies not in the separation from the woman, but of his female twin soul in his own body, which became mortal und could only create mortal life.
But finally you have completed your descending evolution-cycle and the time is ripe as the feminine powers of ascension, transformation and healing - the balm for wounds and the unfathomable tender female love - is awakening in the male body. The time is ripe to become independent from the other sex as both poles are awakening in you.
The female in her body should carry all that the male didn't have. The female body stored always the whole energy of the ascension, of healing, of comfort, of forgiveness and of transformation - yes even the energy of complete fulfilment in life.
Over many cycles of life you have separated and tied yourself from and to each other, have been desperate, have humiliated the women of the world just for getting from them what you needed - according to your male-ruling-warlike nature - yet you have starved on her bosom.
Even if you have subjugated and ruled over them but you have been emotionally, vital-energetic and evolutionary dependent upon their bodies, their tenderness and loving ability. For ages this option has been a matrix of twin-soul-community in your bodies which you couldn't escape from. This matrix brought about that the male in their reign over female have subjugated their own feminine powers in their masculine bodies - their own feminine twin soul, the half of their own life. The wound of Osiris lies not in the separation from the woman, but of his female twin soul in his own body, which became mortal und could only create mortal life.
But finally you have completed your descending evolution-cycle and the time is ripe as the feminine powers of ascension, transformation and healing - the balm for wounds and the unfathomable tender female love - is awakening in the male body. The time is ripe to become independent from the other sex as both poles are awakening in you.
The restlessness, the mist and the pain lies in being a powerful being who loves the world of matter at the same time is lost in it, being a powerful being that is at the same time secure in the spirit room but is striving after the world of matter to complete the work and to fulfil him. Why do we call this the wound of Osiris?
Osiris was a complete man, a just ruler, sensitive and intelligent, determined and in his way pragmatic. He had a loved und faithful sister-wife, a wise, just, powerful and gentle queen on his side. With this his life has been perfect for a long time - and in the end even not able to change then which of these would he voluntary want to give up?
That is why Seth, the beloved brother had to do this service of Judas to both of them. He did this by letting Osiris step even further down as ever before and become harder (to stone), more than his body-matter ever had been, dismembering him and scattering him over the land to make it fertile and with this let Osiris power and extension get bigger as ever before. Only the procreation member of Osiris he got rid of. Because Seth knew that Isis in her love, wisdom and power would just as often find, put together, heal and make him alive as he Seth did him dismember, kill and knock to thousand pieces.
The lost procreation member is having the central role here. It was that spear which was created to kill and to produce mortal life. Power, reign, warrior- and fatherhood were bound together inseparable. Isis formed a new procreation member of pure gold, of clear feminine spirit and put it on Osiris, whereupon he was alive and fathered Horus with her.
Now a masculine procreation member of feminine spirit cannot create mortal life anymore. When we want to compare this with today, was Horus the first crystal child. He had the male wound as well as the feminine balm, the energy of descent as well as of ascent, the power of creator as well as of transformation in him.
Osiris was a complete man, a just ruler, sensitive and intelligent, determined and in his way pragmatic. He had a loved und faithful sister-wife, a wise, just, powerful and gentle queen on his side. With this his life has been perfect for a long time - and in the end even not able to change then which of these would he voluntary want to give up?
That is why Seth, the beloved brother had to do this service of Judas to both of them. He did this by letting Osiris step even further down as ever before and become harder (to stone), more than his body-matter ever had been, dismembering him and scattering him over the land to make it fertile and with this let Osiris power and extension get bigger as ever before. Only the procreation member of Osiris he got rid of. Because Seth knew that Isis in her love, wisdom and power would just as often find, put together, heal and make him alive as he Seth did him dismember, kill and knock to thousand pieces.
The lost procreation member is having the central role here. It was that spear which was created to kill and to produce mortal life. Power, reign, warrior- and fatherhood were bound together inseparable. Isis formed a new procreation member of pure gold, of clear feminine spirit and put it on Osiris, whereupon he was alive and fathered Horus with her.
Now a masculine procreation member of feminine spirit cannot create mortal life anymore. When we want to compare this with today, was Horus the first crystal child. He had the male wound as well as the feminine balm, the energy of descent as well as of ascent, the power of creator as well as of transformation in him.
So will Horus lead you into the rooms of your immortal lives, if you let it happen. He will help you to heal the wounds of Osiris in yourself, to guild your procreator member and become immortal fathers.
Let us come back from this journey to you.
What is happening here?
The evolution of masculine and feminine spirit, the physical and emotional development of men and women of all times are today in all of your bodies and hearts alive, in yours also. They wake you up, put you into deep inner disturbance, into vague states, shift you in spheres of sorrow which let you be inconsolable near to crying for years. And they are not only tears of pain but the coming of redemption and fulfilment. You experience this as a deep inner restlessness in the heart which cannot be calmed or "breathed away".
You are bearing together with all other incarnated beings the inheritance of ages in you, the wounds of Isis and Osiris. These are the wounds of twin-souls in your heart which everyone should want to heal in them - and must. This is the most important task of your lives after you have carried out the light-body-process, the networking of the earth with the cosmos, the diamond-grid and the opening of the galactic centre to earth - and enabled the arriving of your solar twin-souls last year. The power of your feminine twin-soul is great - tremendous. She is able to give you all that what you couldn't receive from the women in ages: the energy of ascension, balm, comfort, healing and eternal life.
You are bearing together with all other incarnated beings the inheritance of ages in you, the wounds of Isis and Osiris. These are the wounds of twin-souls in your heart which everyone should want to heal in them - and must. This is the most important task of your lives after you have carried out the light-body-process, the networking of the earth with the cosmos, the diamond-grid and the opening of the galactic centre to earth - and enabled the arriving of your solar twin-souls last year. The power of your feminine twin-soul is great - tremendous. She is able to give you all that what you couldn't receive from the women in ages: the energy of ascension, balm, comfort, healing and eternal life.
Even as all men and women of the world carry this heir in them only few can redeem it - for everybody. And of course there is no doubt about it, that you are one of those.
You, Jürgen have kept your feminine twin-soul according to her power and grandeur too much under control. But now she is pressing for expression. She doesn't tolerate a separation between "man" and "woman", no separation between male and female energies and assignments. She doesn't tolerate the illusion of loneliness and no more keeping up of restrictions and compromises.
She doesn't tolerate wounds anymore which where from the beginning on nothing else than a choice of forms and rules of your descent into embodiment. But these rules turned out to such dramas at the beginning of your ascension that you nearly blew up your whole planet with that destroying energy which you have created in this play of separation between the masculine and feminine poles.
Not only are the heir of these wounds in you but also the celestial warrior love-power of Seth and the immortal life-power of Horus.
So my dear one, now your head should swirl and your heart should have opened up full of hope a little bit. Maybe you might ask what you should DO now. Now, BREATHING is the simplest and most effective possibility and consequence of this message.
You, Jürgen have kept your feminine twin-soul according to her power and grandeur too much under control. But now she is pressing for expression. She doesn't tolerate a separation between "man" and "woman", no separation between male and female energies and assignments. She doesn't tolerate the illusion of loneliness and no more keeping up of restrictions and compromises.
She doesn't tolerate wounds anymore which where from the beginning on nothing else than a choice of forms and rules of your descent into embodiment. But these rules turned out to such dramas at the beginning of your ascension that you nearly blew up your whole planet with that destroying energy which you have created in this play of separation between the masculine and feminine poles.
Not only are the heir of these wounds in you but also the celestial warrior love-power of Seth and the immortal life-power of Horus.
So my dear one, now your head should swirl and your heart should have opened up full of hope a little bit. Maybe you might ask what you should DO now. Now, BREATHING is the simplest and most effective possibility and consequence of this message.
We thank you deeply for your question and your being,
which we will accompany full of interest in the coming times.
I AM with you - and all men of the world.
I AM Tobias - January 2008
PS. The transformational power of Horus will be the supporting energy of the workshop "Male sexuality". You could use this weekend to pull this spear gentle and painless out of your heart - in Einsiedeln in the group or at home alone.
(id - 2.8.08)
BLACK BEAUTY - Barbara Honer
Messages of animals
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
1st letter
Dear Sabine Wolf, I have just finished a telephone call with Monika who advised me to get in contact with you in this way.
First of all I want to tell you that I'm overwhelmed of all your material which you put so generously at disposal. Since 3 weeks I'm intensely working with your text and I have the feeling that with this I slipped into a different dimension. Most of the times I'm sitting with an open mouth and am surprised and cannot get these things out of my mind. For years I was occupied with these topics but have someday started to question all this because for me there was too much text without content. With you I have the deep feeling that it is handy, understandable and practicable. All the more that in different areas very quick effect is showing.
You gave me many puzzle pieces and I could find faith again. On a different way than before, now it is a deep conviction and changed my life's feeling totally. I thank you very much for your work and for your generosity.
But now to my request: I have 2 Arabic horses and a dog. All animals have a special behaviour with other people. They appear and really are more "human" because they understand more, as I have been taking them again and again into the realms of new energy. Especially the mother mare has become a very "spiritual" animal. Nobody would name this like that, nevertheless has she some abilities which the other 12 horses including her daughter do not have. She is communicating in a direct and understandable way. Over and about she has characteristics which other horses don't have. For example when walking she trots beside me just like a dog without having to hold her.
First of all I want to tell you that I'm overwhelmed of all your material which you put so generously at disposal. Since 3 weeks I'm intensely working with your text and I have the feeling that with this I slipped into a different dimension. Most of the times I'm sitting with an open mouth and am surprised and cannot get these things out of my mind. For years I was occupied with these topics but have someday started to question all this because for me there was too much text without content. With you I have the deep feeling that it is handy, understandable and practicable. All the more that in different areas very quick effect is showing.
You gave me many puzzle pieces and I could find faith again. On a different way than before, now it is a deep conviction and changed my life's feeling totally. I thank you very much for your work and for your generosity.
But now to my request: I have 2 Arabic horses and a dog. All animals have a special behaviour with other people. They appear and really are more "human" because they understand more, as I have been taking them again and again into the realms of new energy. Especially the mother mare has become a very "spiritual" animal. Nobody would name this like that, nevertheless has she some abilities which the other 12 horses including her daughter do not have. She is communicating in a direct and understandable way. Over and about she has characteristics which other horses don't have. For example when walking she trots beside me just like a dog without having to hold her.
Now I have got to a point where I don't know further. It happened today afternoon together with a riding-companion. The veterinarian was ordered for both horses because they have some symptoms and are also suffering. But the veterinarian couldn't find anything in both of them. It happens more often that the veterinarian or the practitioner cannot help. We sat there together rather helpless and trying to find out what to do, had I the idea to get in touch with you.
You have channelled so wonderfully for people, does this work in a shorter range also for animals? Pets which are very close to humans. When we could understand what the matter is, then we could help. But like this we only see ill animals and nobody can help.
I would be delighted when a support through you could be arranged. I am sure that in the "other realms" there are enough "specialists" who hasn't been asked for their help jet. My communicating abilities are rather limited that is why I'm asking you on behalf of the countless and helpless pet-owner who have similar experiences. I thank you very much and am looking forward to your answer. Loving regards and thanks again for your work. Christine
1st answer
Dear Christine tonight I will get in touch with the horses and see if they will give me a message. At the same time I will, if they allow me too, work with them in a healing and balancing way.
In general for animals goes the same as for humans: if their light- and crystal-body-process is on the way then their bodies are not reachable for old school-medicine and conventional diagnosing methods.
What you can to is this:
1.) Take the heart-crystal-breath (under SPECIALS) connect with (in the evening in bed or in the stable direct) the heart of the horse and breathe for her and for you. Stretch this breath-crystal-ball in seven breath-streams over the earth so that all people and horses are secured there - and can use this energy as they want to.
You have channelled so wonderfully for people, does this work in a shorter range also for animals? Pets which are very close to humans. When we could understand what the matter is, then we could help. But like this we only see ill animals and nobody can help.
I would be delighted when a support through you could be arranged. I am sure that in the "other realms" there are enough "specialists" who hasn't been asked for their help jet. My communicating abilities are rather limited that is why I'm asking you on behalf of the countless and helpless pet-owner who have similar experiences. I thank you very much and am looking forward to your answer. Loving regards and thanks again for your work. Christine
1st answer
Dear Christine tonight I will get in touch with the horses and see if they will give me a message. At the same time I will, if they allow me too, work with them in a healing and balancing way.
In general for animals goes the same as for humans: if their light- and crystal-body-process is on the way then their bodies are not reachable for old school-medicine and conventional diagnosing methods.
What you can to is this:
1.) Take the heart-crystal-breath (under SPECIALS) connect with (in the evening in bed or in the stable direct) the heart of the horse and breathe for her and for you. Stretch this breath-crystal-ball in seven breath-streams over the earth so that all people and horses are secured there - and can use this energy as they want to.
2.) Build a light column over the stable (under SPECIALS: Two journeys to Jupiter) and anchor it there. Let its diameter get so big, that the landscape where you normally go riding is secured in it.
I will report when I know more. Love to you, Sabine
2nd letter
Dear Sabine, I thank you and your helpers out of my heart. Of course I will tell you when a change has occurred with the horses. I who normally cannot weep am sitting in front of the PC crying my eyes out and cannot continue writing. Love Christine
2nd answer
Dear Christine feel into your own pain, into those inner rooms which since long want to open but your mind (control) and your stomach (fear) keep it closed. Feel into your deep down hidden joie de vivre which wants to be free and articulate herself - and let her rise gently but powerful.
This is the main message of your mother mare:
"I am carrying that none lived passion in me which you cannot allow yourself to live. You have delegated her onto me that I should live her for you, but I cannot bring her to life because it is your power. You are starving and I suffocate. Take her back to you before she takes both our lives."
And she explains in images:
With passion is meant the unbridled joie de vivre that is at the same time gentle and wild, loving and warlike, wise and childish, animal and spiritual, female and male, nurturing and changing.
Let some more tears flow - full of passion. They rise of a spring deep in the mountains of your being, out of inapproachable caves between dark rocks. This river of life is rinsing out of life's pain of ages and generations which you have taken up in you and brings up a new passion - a lively breathing being that is living on planets and in heavens.
I will report when I know more. Love to you, Sabine
2nd letter
Dear Sabine, I thank you and your helpers out of my heart. Of course I will tell you when a change has occurred with the horses. I who normally cannot weep am sitting in front of the PC crying my eyes out and cannot continue writing. Love Christine
2nd answer
Dear Christine feel into your own pain, into those inner rooms which since long want to open but your mind (control) and your stomach (fear) keep it closed. Feel into your deep down hidden joie de vivre which wants to be free and articulate herself - and let her rise gently but powerful.
This is the main message of your mother mare:
"I am carrying that none lived passion in me which you cannot allow yourself to live. You have delegated her onto me that I should live her for you, but I cannot bring her to life because it is your power. You are starving and I suffocate. Take her back to you before she takes both our lives."
And she explains in images:
With passion is meant the unbridled joie de vivre that is at the same time gentle and wild, loving and warlike, wise and childish, animal and spiritual, female and male, nurturing and changing.
Let some more tears flow - full of passion. They rise of a spring deep in the mountains of your being, out of inapproachable caves between dark rocks. This river of life is rinsing out of life's pain of ages and generations which you have taken up in you and brings up a new passion - a lively breathing being that is living on planets and in heavens.
This is you! And if you don't want this your animals will overtake this holding of pain, the blockade and the demand into their bodies and will become ill - because they love you and would rather die than see you suffering. YOU are the doctor of their and of your life. Your medicine for them is self-loving and self-empowerment, self-compassion and self-respect.
For that read at TOBIAS "The wound of Osiris" and "You are the Masters" also "Heart-time-door" and from Ohama under Door-openings, the 3rd series. In love I am with you, Sabine.
3rd letter
Dear Sabine, tears are flowing plentiful and make it hard to write. How can I take back this none lived passion which is giving me a personnel Middle Age? How many things I have tried, how much did I read and how much did I try out. And indeed, the joie de vivre got less and lesser. I felt it, but only just timid. In between there had to be a strong storm so that I could feel me again. But there was no joy.
At the moment for me it is only important, that I take the load off the animals. Maybe this is also the questioning look of my dog which meets me more often during the day, which I cannot interpret. Can you give me some advice to this? You have done so much for me and I have the feeling that you helped me to direct my life onto another track. I thank you and your helpers, lots of love, Christine.
3rd answer
Dear Christine, animal are independent beings, in their way totally independent from us - and this doesn't contradict to the prior said, because all beings are living a double- or multiple-life in the different dimensions of their surroundings. They live innocent, without carrying after, without remembering the past and without expectation to the coming. They do not live for somebody but for themselves.
For that read at TOBIAS "The wound of Osiris" and "You are the Masters" also "Heart-time-door" and from Ohama under Door-openings, the 3rd series. In love I am with you, Sabine.
3rd letter
Dear Sabine, tears are flowing plentiful and make it hard to write. How can I take back this none lived passion which is giving me a personnel Middle Age? How many things I have tried, how much did I read and how much did I try out. And indeed, the joie de vivre got less and lesser. I felt it, but only just timid. In between there had to be a strong storm so that I could feel me again. But there was no joy.
At the moment for me it is only important, that I take the load off the animals. Maybe this is also the questioning look of my dog which meets me more often during the day, which I cannot interpret. Can you give me some advice to this? You have done so much for me and I have the feeling that you helped me to direct my life onto another track. I thank you and your helpers, lots of love, Christine.
3rd answer
Dear Christine, animal are independent beings, in their way totally independent from us - and this doesn't contradict to the prior said, because all beings are living a double- or multiple-life in the different dimensions of their surroundings. They live innocent, without carrying after, without remembering the past and without expectation to the coming. They do not live for somebody but for themselves.
With this they show you what you can do - and how:
1. Don't do it for them, but for you - otherwise it wouldn't work.
2. Simply accept your Middle Age and all the dark ages which where before. Decide to love the dark and the horror just like a mother (as Maria always did). Imagine these are hurt and lost children in yourself who you can heal and nurture with your love.
3. Use the heart-crystal-breath for yourself: For your Middle Ages and grey distant past, also for your joie de vivre and light heartedness. Decide to be free - immediately! In deciding this it will happen on its own.
4. Forgive all those people who hurt you and ask those for forgiveness who you hurt (conscious or unconscious, intentionally or unintentionally, in this and all other lives).
5. Thank the animals for their favour to you and ensure them that you are taking the responsibility of your life-power and joie de vivre back to you now (take this assurance very serious).
6. Thank yourself for your favours to humanity and to the world and allow the matrix of guilt and atonement to leave your life at last.
This is all. It is very simple but need after you made these decisions endurance and staying power because these hold tight ages of horror need a bit of space and time to be able to redeem and transform through us.
For the decisions (points 1-6) take yourself enough time. Decide every second day one; prepare yourself for each one in making them the holy topic of that day. Use the meditations as openings of your spiritual rooms on earth in the morning and at night, breathe low and high, align yourself to a passionate wonderful-sad time. At beginning of May you should "be through".
1. Don't do it for them, but for you - otherwise it wouldn't work.
2. Simply accept your Middle Age and all the dark ages which where before. Decide to love the dark and the horror just like a mother (as Maria always did). Imagine these are hurt and lost children in yourself who you can heal and nurture with your love.
3. Use the heart-crystal-breath for yourself: For your Middle Ages and grey distant past, also for your joie de vivre and light heartedness. Decide to be free - immediately! In deciding this it will happen on its own.
4. Forgive all those people who hurt you and ask those for forgiveness who you hurt (conscious or unconscious, intentionally or unintentionally, in this and all other lives).
5. Thank the animals for their favour to you and ensure them that you are taking the responsibility of your life-power and joie de vivre back to you now (take this assurance very serious).
6. Thank yourself for your favours to humanity and to the world and allow the matrix of guilt and atonement to leave your life at last.
This is all. It is very simple but need after you made these decisions endurance and staying power because these hold tight ages of horror need a bit of space and time to be able to redeem and transform through us.
For the decisions (points 1-6) take yourself enough time. Decide every second day one; prepare yourself for each one in making them the holy topic of that day. Use the meditations as openings of your spiritual rooms on earth in the morning and at night, breathe low and high, align yourself to a passionate wonderful-sad time. At beginning of May you should "be through".
Now and then I will look after you and help if it is needed, okay? And of course in the intensive phases you can ask for Susanne's support. Then it will work quicker and easier. Dearest regards, Sabine.
(id-14.8.08)
Ingrid Koniezny: BLUE HEART
YOU are the Masters
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
Dear Sabine. First of all I want to thank you and the un-embodied masters for this jewel-case of Kristallmensch. Again and again questions appear in me and every time I find an answer there. Nevertheless I have now a question to you and the masters.
I have some physical disturbances and sometimes pain and as you know the diagnosis to get blind. To this I have found answers as said before. I have also read about dizziness which also relates to me. Now within 17 days I lost consciousness twice just out of the blue. Since then I'm insecure because I don't know when it will happen again. What is this all about?
My husband demanded that I go to the doctor. Now I'm in this mill and have to have different examinations because I also have strong power diminution. This is what I never have wanted and am sticking now in the middle of it.
You tell us to sleep a lot. For a longer period of time I only can sleep a little or not at all. Sometimes I lie awake in bed till the morning. I fear that it cannot be worked with me then.
I also have an extreme agoraphobia. I cannot go into a lift, an aeroplane, narrow toilettes or other narrow rooms. I have the feeling to suffocate. This I have since 2 years. What's that? How can I redeem this fear?
I ask you and the spiritual masters for explanation or answer - if there is one. I thank you out of my heart and whatever happens, please don't let me alone. With loving regards Gertrud Cherry
Answer
Cherry, beloved being, I am Maria, mother of Jesus, who wants to speak to you - and with this also to the world. We thank you for your question and we very much love to answer. It seems to be a part of your desperation but at the same time is it a wonderful occasion for us to show you very precise on the basis of your present life the process of your inner transformation and its mechanics - and to remind you that YOU are the masters of your lives - just like we have been the masters of our lives in our embodied lifetimes. Still we are all One and this will never change.
Dear Sabine. First of all I want to thank you and the un-embodied masters for this jewel-case of Kristallmensch. Again and again questions appear in me and every time I find an answer there. Nevertheless I have now a question to you and the masters.
I have some physical disturbances and sometimes pain and as you know the diagnosis to get blind. To this I have found answers as said before. I have also read about dizziness which also relates to me. Now within 17 days I lost consciousness twice just out of the blue. Since then I'm insecure because I don't know when it will happen again. What is this all about?
My husband demanded that I go to the doctor. Now I'm in this mill and have to have different examinations because I also have strong power diminution. This is what I never have wanted and am sticking now in the middle of it.
You tell us to sleep a lot. For a longer period of time I only can sleep a little or not at all. Sometimes I lie awake in bed till the morning. I fear that it cannot be worked with me then.
I also have an extreme agoraphobia. I cannot go into a lift, an aeroplane, narrow toilettes or other narrow rooms. I have the feeling to suffocate. This I have since 2 years. What's that? How can I redeem this fear?
I ask you and the spiritual masters for explanation or answer - if there is one. I thank you out of my heart and whatever happens, please don't let me alone. With loving regards Gertrud Cherry
Answer
Cherry, beloved being, I am Maria, mother of Jesus, who wants to speak to you - and with this also to the world. We thank you for your question and we very much love to answer. It seems to be a part of your desperation but at the same time is it a wonderful occasion for us to show you very precise on the basis of your present life the process of your inner transformation and its mechanics - and to remind you that YOU are the masters of your lives - just like we have been the masters of our lives in our embodied lifetimes. Still we are all One and this will never change.
Look, you cannot know if the symptoms of your body show a DISTURBANCE or an INGEGRATION of new energies. In these times on earth are disturbances (declining, splitting confusing movements) improbable because the whole evolutionary current of your ascension are aligned to uniting and clearness - to redemption of disturbances. Nowadays is more probable that they are symptoms of integration which meet inner resistance and with this in their course get more dramatic, their timeframe getting bigger as it would be trough free flowing. Resistance - not that you don't want the transformation but because you're too much orientated to other people and beings.
You are the master of your life. You have wanted this life, you are leading it and you will enjoy the crop - and this not only at the end of your life. You cannot know if they are disturbances. But you claim it, you give it a name. As you do this you are directing your will and all of your attention back to these low forms of energy of which the cosmic influence has lifted you off - are you strengthening the old structures in your body and create new disturbances.
This is a very simple example of how each one of you in these delicate times without further ado and in an very effective way can get out of the collective prevailing fifth dimension back again into the personal third dimension. Yes, you still have this possibility, for some years and the effect of your decisions will be from month to month, from week to week bigger, more direct and immediate - for yourself and for others.
This is black magic which has - even if in a weak undirected and unconscious form - an immediate effect. Could this form of destructive thinking have minor effects during many decades, because the magnetic field of your earth was strong, so can you break it in this high carat and sensitive time very quickly. Because the spirit-electrical field of your new earth and new body systems transports your will in the shortest time and on shortest way into your cells.
You are the master of your life. You have wanted this life, you are leading it and you will enjoy the crop - and this not only at the end of your life. You cannot know if they are disturbances. But you claim it, you give it a name. As you do this you are directing your will and all of your attention back to these low forms of energy of which the cosmic influence has lifted you off - are you strengthening the old structures in your body and create new disturbances.
This is a very simple example of how each one of you in these delicate times without further ado and in an very effective way can get out of the collective prevailing fifth dimension back again into the personal third dimension. Yes, you still have this possibility, for some years and the effect of your decisions will be from month to month, from week to week bigger, more direct and immediate - for yourself and for others.
This is black magic which has - even if in a weak undirected and unconscious form - an immediate effect. Could this form of destructive thinking have minor effects during many decades, because the magnetic field of your earth was strong, so can you break it in this high carat and sensitive time very quickly. Because the spirit-electrical field of your new earth and new body systems transports your will in the shortest time and on shortest way into your cells.
You are all not jet really aware of the power of your will - and of the unconscious will which says: "I cannot, I don't know, I need the help and the advice of the world ….".
MAGIC is the merging of your will with the elements and low beings of earth as with both poles of duality. With white magic you are directing your will onto life, growth, luck, joy, ascension, healthiness and peace - and use the help of the elements and poles. With black magic you are directing your will towards death, stagnation, bad luck, aggression, descent, illness and war and use the corresponding methods and energies. Black and white magic is in their types and effectiveness identical - but of different intensions - which creates different beings and worlds. We will further go into this subject in lecture 22, where we come to crystalline magic.
The only difference of the charismatic, powerful black magic of the past ages and of the civil, confused black magic is the concentration of willpower. The orientation is the same. The great black magic kills instantly and is torturing in high potential. The "good plain" black magic and the one of your institutions and of your mass consciousness lead to continuing prison and slow sickliness over complete lifetimes.
You all carry the heir as well of the great black magicians in your cells as also the heir of their victims. And you also carry the heir of the great white magicians in you as the heir of the redeemed. Your have chosen for your incarnation to draw the light and dark ages of duality into your bodies and carry them as long as you are strong enough to bring them to unity. You are masters of duality, masters of transformation and masters of oneness otherwise you wouldn't be here and now on earth and wouldn't have those symptoms here and now. Trust yourselves.
And of course it is irrelevant if you lead yourself into the low zones of doubt and despair or use the desire of your husband or the help of the doctors who diagnose you blindness. You are the master of your life and so you won't find whether through your husband nor through the doctors real advice.
MAGIC is the merging of your will with the elements and low beings of earth as with both poles of duality. With white magic you are directing your will onto life, growth, luck, joy, ascension, healthiness and peace - and use the help of the elements and poles. With black magic you are directing your will towards death, stagnation, bad luck, aggression, descent, illness and war and use the corresponding methods and energies. Black and white magic is in their types and effectiveness identical - but of different intensions - which creates different beings and worlds. We will further go into this subject in lecture 22, where we come to crystalline magic.
The only difference of the charismatic, powerful black magic of the past ages and of the civil, confused black magic is the concentration of willpower. The orientation is the same. The great black magic kills instantly and is torturing in high potential. The "good plain" black magic and the one of your institutions and of your mass consciousness lead to continuing prison and slow sickliness over complete lifetimes.
You all carry the heir as well of the great black magicians in your cells as also the heir of their victims. And you also carry the heir of the great white magicians in you as the heir of the redeemed. Your have chosen for your incarnation to draw the light and dark ages of duality into your bodies and carry them as long as you are strong enough to bring them to unity. You are masters of duality, masters of transformation and masters of oneness otherwise you wouldn't be here and now on earth and wouldn't have those symptoms here and now. Trust yourselves.
And of course it is irrelevant if you lead yourself into the low zones of doubt and despair or use the desire of your husband or the help of the doctors who diagnose you blindness. You are the master of your life and so you won't find whether through your husband nor through the doctors real advice.
About the significance of your eyes and ears we have talked very often. In the lectures 2007 and in the DOOROPENINGS you where given great insight about the transformation of your glands, organs and sense organs. We repeat again that without exception all organs, body systems, flowing streams and sense organs of your body are brought during 25 years (1987 to 2012) from an exceptional low grade of ability to function in several grades onto an exceptional high level of its functioning. Realize deeply in your hearts that your body in the last centuries has been deader than alive, blinder than seeing, deafer than hearing and that in this period of time you are rising out of these marshes and walk through many dimensions.
In these times you are experiencing dizziness by that, that spiral energy forms are flowing into your to straightness used structures. In addition comes that these new energies - according to your perception - are flowing vertically into your bodies while your orientation has been ages long directed to the horizontal of the world. Here we find with you beloved being the same situation as we described at top: You faint, when you leave your vertical life-axis, your I AM-axis, your SELF-LOVE-AXIS, when you desert your spiritual stream of wisdom, power, healing and returning and try to find your luck in the outer world.
Here again this means: Did the search outside help you for ages, or harm you little as the magnetic field of earth was strong enough to protect you, so flings you the hopeful glance into the horizontal world today in shortest time out of your inner transformation-flow. This is carrying out an enormous vertical movement und leads you between heaven and earth, death and life into wholeness.
Let us now come to your question what the examination through doctors and the sleepless nights mean. While our report you have perceived that it is not at all important what the outer world does with you as long as you are in yourself and are secure in your vertical transformation stream. Everything that could slow you down or hurt your feelings will bounce back or flows through you and changes its nature, as long as you are within yourself. Because the outer world is heavy, tight and magnetic while your field, if you are ONE with yourself - is light, wide and highly electrical. Then will nothing reach you what doesn't correspond with you and all negative that reaches you will become positive through you. This goes for the medicine you are taking or are injected into you. Realize that also your body in some way is an outer being for you, has nothing to do with your SELF, which at the same time is completely protected through your high spirit-electrical field. The medicines and pharmaceutical preparations of the school-medicine are also of tight, magnetic and descending energies. They are going to become in your wide, spirit-electrical bodies of course wide, electrical ascending energies!
In these times you are experiencing dizziness by that, that spiral energy forms are flowing into your to straightness used structures. In addition comes that these new energies - according to your perception - are flowing vertically into your bodies while your orientation has been ages long directed to the horizontal of the world. Here we find with you beloved being the same situation as we described at top: You faint, when you leave your vertical life-axis, your I AM-axis, your SELF-LOVE-AXIS, when you desert your spiritual stream of wisdom, power, healing and returning and try to find your luck in the outer world.
Here again this means: Did the search outside help you for ages, or harm you little as the magnetic field of earth was strong enough to protect you, so flings you the hopeful glance into the horizontal world today in shortest time out of your inner transformation-flow. This is carrying out an enormous vertical movement und leads you between heaven and earth, death and life into wholeness.
Let us now come to your question what the examination through doctors and the sleepless nights mean. While our report you have perceived that it is not at all important what the outer world does with you as long as you are in yourself and are secure in your vertical transformation stream. Everything that could slow you down or hurt your feelings will bounce back or flows through you and changes its nature, as long as you are within yourself. Because the outer world is heavy, tight and magnetic while your field, if you are ONE with yourself - is light, wide and highly electrical. Then will nothing reach you what doesn't correspond with you and all negative that reaches you will become positive through you. This goes for the medicine you are taking or are injected into you. Realize that also your body in some way is an outer being for you, has nothing to do with your SELF, which at the same time is completely protected through your high spirit-electrical field. The medicines and pharmaceutical preparations of the school-medicine are also of tight, magnetic and descending energies. They are going to become in your wide, spirit-electrical bodies of course wide, electrical ascending energies!
That is why it is totally indifferent if you are in the hands of doctors or not, if you are taking medicine or not. It is totally indifferent if you eat or not. Your bodies have already stepped out of this field of dependence and mortality. Your consciousness once in a while loves to slide back into this old field because your own mind and the collective intelligence of your old science does not want to let go.
Relax, let go. Return back to yourself and be one with yourself. Do not ignore the others; do not hurt them with cold refusal. Go to the doctors as long as you wish too - and be one with yourself. Follow your husband as long as you wish - and be one with yourself. Take medicine as long as you wish - and be one with yourself.
Lead this double life which you - and all of you - since aeons where leading unconscious, now conscious and with clarity and joy. Everything has its room and time. You are secure, nothing can happen to you.
In yesterdays report Tobias made it clear in "The Wound of Osiris": that the divine elemental force of healing, comfort and ascension has always been lying as a deep hidden essence in the bodies of women. Now, with the integrating of your solar twin-soul-powers it arises new in the bodies of women - and appears also in the bodies of men.
This is happening by itself, dear loved ones. Before times you have decided this and worked a lot for without being aware of it. Now you have still five high polarized years in front of you, as the energies and powers of both dimensions are on earth. They serve to mature your steadfastness and creativity, your awareness which is completely free of duality and doubt.
For this you will have to and can do something. Of course we do not leave you, as we never did leave you. You were the ones who left to heighten Gaia. Finally you were the ones who left themselves because you felt so weak and confused - at the end of times because everything was done.
It is not agoraphobia but a claustrophobia which is torturing you. The agoraphobia is avoiding big free spaces and places, where necessary protection and security is missing, where it can be the target of strange attacks. Such people went far over the healthy boundaries of their inner extension and have let go or lost the connection to surroundings and fellow men as does them good. Here is fear in form of distrust towards others which is identical to the distrust to themselves.
Relax, let go. Return back to yourself and be one with yourself. Do not ignore the others; do not hurt them with cold refusal. Go to the doctors as long as you wish too - and be one with yourself. Follow your husband as long as you wish - and be one with yourself. Take medicine as long as you wish - and be one with yourself.
Lead this double life which you - and all of you - since aeons where leading unconscious, now conscious and with clarity and joy. Everything has its room and time. You are secure, nothing can happen to you.
In yesterdays report Tobias made it clear in "The Wound of Osiris": that the divine elemental force of healing, comfort and ascension has always been lying as a deep hidden essence in the bodies of women. Now, with the integrating of your solar twin-soul-powers it arises new in the bodies of women - and appears also in the bodies of men.
This is happening by itself, dear loved ones. Before times you have decided this and worked a lot for without being aware of it. Now you have still five high polarized years in front of you, as the energies and powers of both dimensions are on earth. They serve to mature your steadfastness and creativity, your awareness which is completely free of duality and doubt.
For this you will have to and can do something. Of course we do not leave you, as we never did leave you. You were the ones who left to heighten Gaia. Finally you were the ones who left themselves because you felt so weak and confused - at the end of times because everything was done.
It is not agoraphobia but a claustrophobia which is torturing you. The agoraphobia is avoiding big free spaces and places, where necessary protection and security is missing, where it can be the target of strange attacks. Such people went far over the healthy boundaries of their inner extension and have let go or lost the connection to surroundings and fellow men as does them good. Here is fear in form of distrust towards others which is identical to the distrust to themselves.
The opposite of this is claustrophobia, the fear of not to have enough room, to be closed in and be captured. In the phases of claustrophobia you are suffering in your outer world on what you do onto your inner-world of your soul: captivity in lots of rooms, dependence of more people and outer institutions as does her good.
By your psychology such fears are called also "anxiety disorders", but this is no disorder but a hint of an inner imbalance between your ego (mind in the head and emotions in the stomach) and the soul in your heart. In this case your own mind and the intellect of your life's surroundings are hindering you of free flowing between your deepest and highest worlds of your darkness and of your light. As such you are not able to transform and your soul which wants to expand is suffering. That is why you are experiencing the shadow-zone of claustrophobia where it has been captured for a long time. Even here you have the unlimited power of your own decision. Immediately you can decide.
Redeem not the fear, but your soul. Then the fear will also be free from you - und you from her.
For the support of your inner opening- and integration processes I would advice you to turn to Susanne and ask her for some sessions. Through her focussed power I can more easily reach you. We will turn to your heart and eyes, your breath and to your inner divine sincerity which is incorporated in the spine and embodies the central-nerve-system.
For you the highest honour and deepest respect out of our realms is sure!
By your psychology such fears are called also "anxiety disorders", but this is no disorder but a hint of an inner imbalance between your ego (mind in the head and emotions in the stomach) and the soul in your heart. In this case your own mind and the intellect of your life's surroundings are hindering you of free flowing between your deepest and highest worlds of your darkness and of your light. As such you are not able to transform and your soul which wants to expand is suffering. That is why you are experiencing the shadow-zone of claustrophobia where it has been captured for a long time. Even here you have the unlimited power of your own decision. Immediately you can decide.
Redeem not the fear, but your soul. Then the fear will also be free from you - und you from her.
For the support of your inner opening- and integration processes I would advice you to turn to Susanne and ask her for some sessions. Through her focussed power I can more easily reach you. We will turn to your heart and eyes, your breath and to your inner divine sincerity which is incorporated in the spine and embodies the central-nerve-system.
For you the highest honour and deepest respect out of our realms is sure!
So we secure you in our love power as long as your own has woken up.
I am with you, Cherry.
I am with all women and men of the world.
I am your mother.
Maria
I am with all women and men of the world.
I am your mother.
Maria
id-14.8.08)
Completely at End
Angela Bürger: Dragons flight
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Hello Sabine, first of all I want to thank you very much for your great Internet pages! Since months I'm following/reading it and am really fascinated. I was in doubt if I should write to you at all, as actually deep inside I know what it is all about, but out of some reason I cannot take the plunge alone and wanted to ask you FOR HELP.
My name is Manuela, 38 years old, have a daughter of 10 who is since 02.07. living with her father, there are 2 cats and a dog with me; I've saved them from death. I'm near to freak out and that’s not the first time! I am very sensitive, since I've got up today I'm crying and don't really know why but again and again everything revolves round the same topic - FIXED COSTS, NO MONEY and NO JOB! Apart from that since July 07 I'm a freelancer, delivering parcels, I knew this will be for a certain period of time as somebody needed me whom I didn't know jet and when it is finished I will quit this job.
In November it was finished, I could help this young lady with my presence and with talks! I knew I should end this job because there was no fun, too cold outside, but I have my fixed costs and every time I start to think like that everything is starting to go wrong!
In December I became ill, cold pneumonia, had no income, in January went to work again and after 10 days was back lying in bed with fever 38.5°C, near death, in some way I had the wish to die, but I know I still have something to do in this world!
No matter how often I ask myself and go into my heart chakra I cannot answer this one question and don't get an answer: what would I love to do??????? I don't know! I am a very spiritual and have helped a lot of people, why dear Sabine can't I help myself??? Maybe you can help me?
When I'm honest I don't want to take on a mundane job, earn money in order to have a roof over my head or to maintain the system, I'm sorry but I don't like this! I should work and earn some money for that others earn even more on me, no! I love my free time; want to deal with other things rather than to have a job that I don't like, a such one I didn't find jet.
My name is Manuela, 38 years old, have a daughter of 10 who is since 02.07. living with her father, there are 2 cats and a dog with me; I've saved them from death. I'm near to freak out and that’s not the first time! I am very sensitive, since I've got up today I'm crying and don't really know why but again and again everything revolves round the same topic - FIXED COSTS, NO MONEY and NO JOB! Apart from that since July 07 I'm a freelancer, delivering parcels, I knew this will be for a certain period of time as somebody needed me whom I didn't know jet and when it is finished I will quit this job.
In November it was finished, I could help this young lady with my presence and with talks! I knew I should end this job because there was no fun, too cold outside, but I have my fixed costs and every time I start to think like that everything is starting to go wrong!
In December I became ill, cold pneumonia, had no income, in January went to work again and after 10 days was back lying in bed with fever 38.5°C, near death, in some way I had the wish to die, but I know I still have something to do in this world!
No matter how often I ask myself and go into my heart chakra I cannot answer this one question and don't get an answer: what would I love to do??????? I don't know! I am a very spiritual and have helped a lot of people, why dear Sabine can't I help myself??? Maybe you can help me?
When I'm honest I don't want to take on a mundane job, earn money in order to have a roof over my head or to maintain the system, I'm sorry but I don't like this! I should work and earn some money for that others earn even more on me, no! I love my free time; want to deal with other things rather than to have a job that I don't like, a such one I didn't find jet.
Most people I scare with my directness. It's all the same with drum-therapy, Reiki, talks, even with family-line-ups, they didn't want to hear from me anymore, because I'm getting right to the point, not only scratch on the surface!
Sometimes I feel the fear of others towards me! Often I see the thoughts of others when I go to drumming or to some other meeting, but they talk different, then I feel funny but I know where I stand! More often I also feel or see what is going to happen to those people I'm undertaking something with, if I want it or not. Sometimes this makes me mad.
I could go on writing, these are only some jumping thoughts, if you would know what is going on in my head, for 4 days I couldn't sleep, have no hunger, I know it will pass, only my fixed costs stay!
I really would love to know what I should do on this earth, it is making me sick when I look around in beforehand I notice that something is foul, but what can I do, others know this too! Thank you for listening, ha-ha, I mean reading my confused lines! Thank you and lots of love Manuela
Answer
Apparent bottomless, continuous and strong weeping doesn't refer to lack of money-flow but of missing self-love-flow. This refers very consequently (however unconscious) again to missing love to the outer world. And this indeed leads immediate to stowed money-flow. But this is only the result. Stowing money-flow is an outer circumstance which can cause fear, aggression, faint-heartedness and anger. These are veiling powers which still hide the true emotional powers. Your grief is a true emotional power which only can get out of great deepness where your sensibility is clear and innocent - and wants to articulate. The origin of your grief lies in your soul-room where you feel abandoned from yourself - and really are until you return to yourself.
Sometimes I feel the fear of others towards me! Often I see the thoughts of others when I go to drumming or to some other meeting, but they talk different, then I feel funny but I know where I stand! More often I also feel or see what is going to happen to those people I'm undertaking something with, if I want it or not. Sometimes this makes me mad.
I could go on writing, these are only some jumping thoughts, if you would know what is going on in my head, for 4 days I couldn't sleep, have no hunger, I know it will pass, only my fixed costs stay!
I really would love to know what I should do on this earth, it is making me sick when I look around in beforehand I notice that something is foul, but what can I do, others know this too! Thank you for listening, ha-ha, I mean reading my confused lines! Thank you and lots of love Manuela
Answer
Apparent bottomless, continuous and strong weeping doesn't refer to lack of money-flow but of missing self-love-flow. This refers very consequently (however unconscious) again to missing love to the outer world. And this indeed leads immediate to stowed money-flow. But this is only the result. Stowing money-flow is an outer circumstance which can cause fear, aggression, faint-heartedness and anger. These are veiling powers which still hide the true emotional powers. Your grief is a true emotional power which only can get out of great deepness where your sensibility is clear and innocent - and wants to articulate. The origin of your grief lies in your soul-room where you feel abandoned from yourself - and really are until you return to yourself.
Missing self-love shows also in all sorts of the weakness of the lungs. The lungs are the organs of your divine spirit and of your soul-bird - which is cleansing herself in these days from great burdens and poison (high fever) - at whatever costs (near death).
To be "very spiritual" doesn't help - it is not even truthful, when the ground is missing under your feet because you don't want to touch it. If you don't want to have anything to do with "the system" and the people "who want to earn some money of you", when you insinuate others to exploit, deceive and despise or only just to misunderstand you, then you are cheating yourself of your power and richness. This "bottomless", unfounded and not rooted spirituality is nothing more than a spear with which you are stinging the world and a protecting shield to hide behind it. The world doesn't care about this, but YOU are lonely.
The world is always showing you the exact mirror of your own inside. From day to day you are radiating your energy and this draws exact those people and circumstances which are in resonance with it. They strengthen your radiation and direct it back towards you - that you recognize your deficit and decide to transform it.
Your deep hidden deficit is insignificance and disrespectfulness towards yourself. In this incarnation you have chosen to overcome this and in daily life unconsciously you try to level it out. You are doing this in trying to find importance among people who you decline at the same time. You insinuate them (deep unconsciously) insignificance, a) for not to be alone, b) to raise yourself over them and be able to free them from something which is capturing you. This is a mental-emotional compulsion-construct, a hamster-wheel or an insoluble circle-reference - a closed circle which gets with each turning tighter.
There is a good reason why you set yourself this task. At the moment you are walking the road of a strong shining being on earth who does not yet love herself and that is why you don't recognize yourself. As long as all your inner abilities, your loving- and healing-power, which you undoubtedly have, will be imperfect and unwanted.
To be "very spiritual" doesn't help - it is not even truthful, when the ground is missing under your feet because you don't want to touch it. If you don't want to have anything to do with "the system" and the people "who want to earn some money of you", when you insinuate others to exploit, deceive and despise or only just to misunderstand you, then you are cheating yourself of your power and richness. This "bottomless", unfounded and not rooted spirituality is nothing more than a spear with which you are stinging the world and a protecting shield to hide behind it. The world doesn't care about this, but YOU are lonely.
The world is always showing you the exact mirror of your own inside. From day to day you are radiating your energy and this draws exact those people and circumstances which are in resonance with it. They strengthen your radiation and direct it back towards you - that you recognize your deficit and decide to transform it.
Your deep hidden deficit is insignificance and disrespectfulness towards yourself. In this incarnation you have chosen to overcome this and in daily life unconsciously you try to level it out. You are doing this in trying to find importance among people who you decline at the same time. You insinuate them (deep unconsciously) insignificance, a) for not to be alone, b) to raise yourself over them and be able to free them from something which is capturing you. This is a mental-emotional compulsion-construct, a hamster-wheel or an insoluble circle-reference - a closed circle which gets with each turning tighter.
There is a good reason why you set yourself this task. At the moment you are walking the road of a strong shining being on earth who does not yet love herself and that is why you don't recognize yourself. As long as all your inner abilities, your loving- and healing-power, which you undoubtedly have, will be imperfect and unwanted.
These problems will dissolve through the "YES TO BIRTH". Let go of your so called spirituality with all their techniques and arrive on earth. Accept and respect yourself as human and accept all the other cosmic beings that as humans inhabit the earth with you.
Strive after an inner attitude in your heart, with all of your power und love, wisdom and determination to be able saying YES to your birth on earth - and to your present life. Detect the respect and tenderness which lies deep buried in you, but have a great power which will come to life when in humility - towards yourself - you can kneel before you.
In these times it is not the question which work you do and how you organise your fixed costs but about the question if you at all want to be on earth or not. Before you didn't answer this question clearly and with determination are all other questions unimportant, insignificant and ineffective.
Read also "Beloved Dramas" at TOBIAS and "Sniper" of the 3rd Crystal-Day 2007 and don't forget: The complete end is also always the immediate beginning. Make the choice in your heart. I am with you - in love Sabine.
(id-14.8.08)
Strive after an inner attitude in your heart, with all of your power und love, wisdom and determination to be able saying YES to your birth on earth - and to your present life. Detect the respect and tenderness which lies deep buried in you, but have a great power which will come to life when in humility - towards yourself - you can kneel before you.
In these times it is not the question which work you do and how you organise your fixed costs but about the question if you at all want to be on earth or not. Before you didn't answer this question clearly and with determination are all other questions unimportant, insignificant and ineffective.
Read also "Beloved Dramas" at TOBIAS and "Sniper" of the 3rd Crystal-Day 2007 and don't forget: The complete end is also always the immediate beginning. Make the choice in your heart. I am with you - in love Sabine.
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Blue Heart - Ingrid Konienzy
I AM Tobias
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
Dear Sabine, in the last weeks I have been going again and again to your pages which has a magically attraction to me - but I'm not able to bring anything into practice. It is the name Tobias, which is attracting me - this is the name of my son, who died at the age of 16 in a car-accident and on January 20 he would have had his 23rd Birthday.
Since his death my life is standing more than less still, up to now I haven't found myself again. There are no more goals in my life, I'm just living more or less through the day, so just on an subsistence level, without joy, hobbies or friends to whom I really could talk to. The energy to come onto my feet professionally I don't feel, everything is like a swamp, a standing, not moving water.
What can I do to end this still stand, to have a purpose in my life again, to participate in life again? I would be very thankful if you would give me an answer in whatever form. Loving regards, Anna.
Answer from Tobias
Dear Anna. I AM Tobias. I am happy to meet you again after these years of silence. Let me tell you, just short, our story out of my sight.
I came into your life before you where able to accept yours - and went back to my realms, without you accepting your life. Just as you where projecting your life's-value and loving-power 16 long years onto your son and let it go with him - and lost it - a second time.
You have been empty before I came and empty after I have left. Your child couldn't live your life. Whatever you gave him, it couldn't nurture him because it lacked in you and for him it was too much.
It is the YES of your own birth on earth, the YES to YOURSELF, to your INNER CHILD, to this great inherent power with which you left our spheres some years before me - it is not jet spoken. A decision for LIFE ON EARTH you have made in the spirit world but on earth you didn't confirm it. And so could the horn of plenty of your spiritual wealth not jet open up and overflow.
For this I Tobias came - and went. With my birth my present for you was: LIFE. With my death my present for you was: LIFE. I have chosen this car accident as an opportunity of getting out and ascending to make on this occasion some own experiences and to trigger some things of which we can talk of later.
I have also chosen this form to show you where your life's problem and its solution lie: The car stands for personal life, the road for life's path, the free road for the free life flow - and the accident for the intervention of the divine spirit which doesn't tolerate the path of a befuddled human spirit - corrects and ends it.
I have ended my incarnation through my free will - and with this also your empty life you where leading before I came. I am happy about this moment that you give me the opportunity to help you to end the emptiness of your life which was extending after I have left.
I AM with you in deep love and empathy - and thankfulness for all you gave me. Open up to receive my presents for you. I am still holding them in my hands.
I am Tobias,
the one who walked on your side - and I am fine indeed.
Dear Anna, read the lecture 14 Spiritual Birth (or listen to the CD, which we love to send to you). Do the meditation Tower of Light. Devote your attention only to this topic for many days and weeks. Give yourself time and make a clear decision for the life on earth or in the spirit world, when the time is ripe. Loving regards is sending you Sabine.
(id-31.8.08)
Dear Sabine, in the last weeks I have been going again and again to your pages which has a magically attraction to me - but I'm not able to bring anything into practice. It is the name Tobias, which is attracting me - this is the name of my son, who died at the age of 16 in a car-accident and on January 20 he would have had his 23rd Birthday.
Since his death my life is standing more than less still, up to now I haven't found myself again. There are no more goals in my life, I'm just living more or less through the day, so just on an subsistence level, without joy, hobbies or friends to whom I really could talk to. The energy to come onto my feet professionally I don't feel, everything is like a swamp, a standing, not moving water.
What can I do to end this still stand, to have a purpose in my life again, to participate in life again? I would be very thankful if you would give me an answer in whatever form. Loving regards, Anna.
Answer from Tobias
Dear Anna. I AM Tobias. I am happy to meet you again after these years of silence. Let me tell you, just short, our story out of my sight.
I came into your life before you where able to accept yours - and went back to my realms, without you accepting your life. Just as you where projecting your life's-value and loving-power 16 long years onto your son and let it go with him - and lost it - a second time.
You have been empty before I came and empty after I have left. Your child couldn't live your life. Whatever you gave him, it couldn't nurture him because it lacked in you and for him it was too much.
It is the YES of your own birth on earth, the YES to YOURSELF, to your INNER CHILD, to this great inherent power with which you left our spheres some years before me - it is not jet spoken. A decision for LIFE ON EARTH you have made in the spirit world but on earth you didn't confirm it. And so could the horn of plenty of your spiritual wealth not jet open up and overflow.
For this I Tobias came - and went. With my birth my present for you was: LIFE. With my death my present for you was: LIFE. I have chosen this car accident as an opportunity of getting out and ascending to make on this occasion some own experiences and to trigger some things of which we can talk of later.
I have also chosen this form to show you where your life's problem and its solution lie: The car stands for personal life, the road for life's path, the free road for the free life flow - and the accident for the intervention of the divine spirit which doesn't tolerate the path of a befuddled human spirit - corrects and ends it.
I have ended my incarnation through my free will - and with this also your empty life you where leading before I came. I am happy about this moment that you give me the opportunity to help you to end the emptiness of your life which was extending after I have left.
I AM with you in deep love and empathy - and thankfulness for all you gave me. Open up to receive my presents for you. I am still holding them in my hands.
I am Tobias,
the one who walked on your side - and I am fine indeed.
Dear Anna, read the lecture 14 Spiritual Birth (or listen to the CD, which we love to send to you). Do the meditation Tower of Light. Devote your attention only to this topic for many days and weeks. Give yourself time and make a clear decision for the life on earth or in the spirit world, when the time is ripe. Loving regards is sending you Sabine.
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Stardust - Kornelia Annen-Plankemann
At the job
Translation: Zsuzsanna Schrag
Question
Dear Sabine, I feel an urge to ask a question. After my divorce I have completely changed my life except my job. There I somehow am still deeply attached with. And I admit that the first reason to stay still is the regularly payment. The second reason is that I cannot imagine what to do when I quit here. And besides that there is apparently another reason to stay, at least this is what I am feeling. I just can't make up my mind. Today I like it - tomorrow not that much - it is changing all the time. With one of the colleges I often have problems; he is frustrated and lets it out on me (actually he means himself). Why does this still move me? The whole office is "vibrating low" or is old energetic and often when I leave I'm exhausted. And as said it is changing and often I'm glad to do my job that good. I would love to hear something about this. Thanks and loving regards Isabella.
Answer
Dear Isabella, the frustration of your colleges moves you because you didn't come to earth as a "self-sufficient" but as a Maria-being. Their pain which they articulate as aggression is touching your high soul who loves them. Said differently your high soul, who is only able to love (and this is more than anything else), is awakening and wants to be free - to radiate her love. The frustrated and frustrating meetings with other people remind you each time - and this is good so, because the time of revelation of you powers (in the stillness) is ripe.
Your "new job" could be first of all to bring the light which is already awake and active in you into you job: into the rooms, the place, in the situations and plans and at least into the hearts of all colleges and bosses.
Dear Sabine, I feel an urge to ask a question. After my divorce I have completely changed my life except my job. There I somehow am still deeply attached with. And I admit that the first reason to stay still is the regularly payment. The second reason is that I cannot imagine what to do when I quit here. And besides that there is apparently another reason to stay, at least this is what I am feeling. I just can't make up my mind. Today I like it - tomorrow not that much - it is changing all the time. With one of the colleges I often have problems; he is frustrated and lets it out on me (actually he means himself). Why does this still move me? The whole office is "vibrating low" or is old energetic and often when I leave I'm exhausted. And as said it is changing and often I'm glad to do my job that good. I would love to hear something about this. Thanks and loving regards Isabella.
Answer
Dear Isabella, the frustration of your colleges moves you because you didn't come to earth as a "self-sufficient" but as a Maria-being. Their pain which they articulate as aggression is touching your high soul who loves them. Said differently your high soul, who is only able to love (and this is more than anything else), is awakening and wants to be free - to radiate her love. The frustrated and frustrating meetings with other people remind you each time - and this is good so, because the time of revelation of you powers (in the stillness) is ripe.
Your "new job" could be first of all to bring the light which is already awake and active in you into you job: into the rooms, the place, in the situations and plans and at least into the hearts of all colleges and bosses.
You could radiate the Hearth-Crystal-Breath (at home at night and in the morning in bed) imagining to stand in the office and bring your heart-light into these rooms, 7 breath-strokes only for the rooms, so that your light is there in a high concentration that all low can redeem and transform itself. With the further 7 breath-strokes let your light shine into the world and over the earth.
You could do this directly while you are doing your work or smile at "beloved dreadful", giving him loving space while he is puking. In the past, when somebody wanted to run me down I have constantly looked at him, focussed all my concentration onto him and in my mind I said: "I love you. I love you exactly as you are. You are a wonderful person, even if you don't believe it jet." The effect was partly amazing, partly shocking - for the other one.
You could install "Light-columns" - everywhere where your bosses and colleges live, in places where business-partners and customers live. Put it right over the town, be generous. For this you don't even have to know where they live or are. It is enough when you decide that the blessing of these light-columns should be limitless available for the people and their own surroundings.
With this the field of your job and colleges will change very quickly, you will detect your own creating-power and deepen the contact to the spirit worlds - and one day the change and alternation will come to you by its own.
Make a 4 weeks program: Every morning and evening flood the light of your heart onto the world. Watch the situation changing and write down your observations. Write a diary about this creative act of love on earth - and recognise your deep hidden abilities and your high spiritual connection. This is crystalline magic.
You could do this directly while you are doing your work or smile at "beloved dreadful", giving him loving space while he is puking. In the past, when somebody wanted to run me down I have constantly looked at him, focussed all my concentration onto him and in my mind I said: "I love you. I love you exactly as you are. You are a wonderful person, even if you don't believe it jet." The effect was partly amazing, partly shocking - for the other one.
You could install "Light-columns" - everywhere where your bosses and colleges live, in places where business-partners and customers live. Put it right over the town, be generous. For this you don't even have to know where they live or are. It is enough when you decide that the blessing of these light-columns should be limitless available for the people and their own surroundings.
With this the field of your job and colleges will change very quickly, you will detect your own creating-power and deepen the contact to the spirit worlds - and one day the change and alternation will come to you by its own.
Make a 4 weeks program: Every morning and evening flood the light of your heart onto the world. Watch the situation changing and write down your observations. Write a diary about this creative act of love on earth - and recognise your deep hidden abilities and your high spiritual connection. This is crystalline magic.
I am breathing with you. Sabine
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